yah...results are out...n i'm one of the 14 who got promoted...but...instead of being happy...i'm feeling damn confused and sad...sigh...being kinda bothered...y?sigh...also duno how to say...but i'm kinda unhappy abt how much of increment i got...not that alot...and i'm confused cos i duno if i shld move on (quit n go elsewhere) or stay...getting a promotion is good lah...recognition is given...however, i'm juz feeling this shldnt be wat i shld get(pay n position) when i grad (which is soon...)...actually all these while i think i've been underpaid...actually i shldnt say is the company's fault...but mayb myself...cos i went in as an a'lvl grad...that's y i'm graded at that level and given that amt...worked soo hard...yet still not recognised in the 1st 1yr plus...only finally got the recognition in the next yr...which is now...but i'm still far far away from my goal...or even my minimum goal as a going to be graduate...which is the cause of making me confused...shld i slowly work my way up?meaning to continue with this position n pay...n give up the opp cost of getting a more than $2k job...or shld i let go of here and find greener fields?i duno...i really duno...i noe many would say let go and find greener fields...but...i'm juz afraid...afraid that i will be like any other fresh grad who are unable to get a job...shld i hold on to here?BUT...i'm really tired of the management system here...really...n my health deteriorate cos of this job(partly though)...and i feel that i deserve a good and long break from work...meaning i wldnt wana quit here n go to another job immediately after serving 1mth notice...but if i quit first...take my break and find job...i'm afraid i cant find job...how?wat shld i do?
yah...i noe i shld seek God...i WILL seek God...but juz that i wana share how i feel...juz so confused...SIGH...Lord, i need your guidance and i need perserverance...
take care n God Bless~
Quote of the day:
Faith is a strong power, mastering any difficulty in the strength of the Lord who made heaven and earth.
Corrie Ten Boom
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