~duno wat title to put...~

hey peeps...guess wat? it's a Saturday and i'm home early!!! wat a rare occasion...heez...aiya cos tired and nv go ask frens out mah...been going home quite late the past few days...but i'm happy with myself cos i informed my dad about me going to be home late...so unlike me rite?haaz...no choice...cos i dowan him to get angry...so i have to guai guai let him noe lorz...heez...
hmmm...today is kinda bz but i spent my time in 2 main places...my students' place...and Yishun Building...woke up early in the morning despite v little sleep the night before...went to give tuition...worried sia...cos my student gona have exams next week...sec 1...1st time i teach sec sch...hope she does well...heez...den will portray a good image on me...heez...anyway...talk about teaching...i'm quite shock that i've already been a tuition teacher since about 5-6yrs ago lor...amazing...time past really fast...i mean the 1st ever student i have was in k1 that time....n guess what? she's now in p3(not teaching her now though)...i was shocked lah...suddenly feel so old lor...cos was chatting with my students about how long i've been teaching them and stuff...and i was really shocked lah...hmmm...
anyway after teaching i went to yishun building liao(b4 that go by food for the cafe duty)...actually was supposed to go for my Hip Hop class...but...was too lazy lah...body aching...so didnt...quite sad cos i missed the last part of dance the teacher choreographed(duno how to spell)...sigh...anyway...only 2dae that i got to know i have to reach by 2pm instead of the 3plus for duty...was like nothing to say lah...i reached on time anyway...boring lor...cos it's too early liao...den nobody came to buy food...hmmm...anyway...everytime during cafe duty, i will feel super stinky...haaa...cos we need to fry those food...dats y...haaz...duty till about 530pm den we went in for service...came out around 7plus after alter call and continued with my duty...till about i forgot the time...haaa...den had dinner at toa payoh with Kevin and Leon...den went home...when i reached home...i took some time watching tv with my dad and talking to him b4 bathing and staring at my com screen...haaz...guess my dad is happy...heez...trying my very best to make my dad happy...dowana see him angry...hmmm...
yah dats all for wat i did today...tiring...guess not enough sleep...yesterday after work i met up with Ms Serene Tang...always regarded as my bestest fren...heez...knew each other since pri sch...till now...'celebrated' her bdae for her...no cakes lah...went vila'ge with her...thereafter to KBox at Cineleisure...her fren joined us(interesting gal...even said my laughter is contagious...wahahahhhaaha)...sang till quite late...they even extended while i opted to go home(1plus am)...got heavy head...cos my 2 drinks were Vodka n Tequila...nv really drink for quite some time liao...slowly cannot hold alcohol liao...haaa...anyway thanks YouYi for sending me home...sorry for the trouble...heez...
oh...for tue,wed, and thur i had my driving lessons...fun lor...adventurous...haaaz...dun how to explain thru here lah...hee...and instructors all sae i very talkative and laugh alot...haaz...think they canot tahan me lah...cos i always scare them...haaz...hmmm...guess this is it for the week till 2dae...oh...not abt monday lah...1st dae of class...sian lah...dowana sae much...haa...kk will stop here den...

take care...
God Bless n love u guys~~~

Hope Banta Singh's spirit will live on

Just for a laugh...



Three dead bodies turn up at the mortuary, all with very big smiles on their faces. The coroner calls in the police to tell them what has happened.

First body: "Frenchman, 60, died of heart failure while making love to his mistress. Hence the enormous smile, inspector", says the Coroner.

Second body: "Scotsman, 25, won a thousand pounds on the lottery, spent it all on whisky. Died of alcohol poisoning, hence the smile."

The Inspector asked, "What of the third body?" "Ah," says the coroner, "This is the most unusual one: Banta Singh from Punjab 30, struck by lightning."

"Why is he smiling then?" inquires the Inspector.

He thought he was having his photo taken."

~just another day...~

hi allz...yupz...it's sunday...sigh...means that gotta work tmr...and guess wat? 2 of my colleagues will be on leave for afew days..and i'm gona be their back up...actually its not alot lah...juz helping a little bit of each...hopefully wun do it wrong though...heez...
hmm...2dae was not a bad day...early morning got up for LIW class(church class)...Missions and Evangelism...last lesson for the term...yay!haaz...but new term gona commence soon though...have yet to know what lesson i will be taking next term...therafter i didnt attend service cos got duty in the Children Ministry...in the 3 - 6yrs old group...juz love the kids...so cute lor...heez...and everytime during my duty...i will juz spoil the kids lah...cos will buy crackers, tidbits or sweets for them...heez...very happy to see them happy...love it when they give mi hugs and kisses...and when they allow me to carry them...heez...kids are juz so adorable...never regretted joining the Children Ministry...hmmm...after the kids got their goodies, there are some left so i took afew...hee...
after church the normal group of us went for lunch...and thereafter i headed to SSDC for practical lesson...on my way there by train,there were 2 kids sitting bside me...den i duno why the sudden i juz took out the tidbits i have and juz gave all to them...and that action of mine really made them happy...and made my day when i see them so happy...den i went for driving...finally completed stage1...took ages man...haaz...but driving is fun lah...though troublesome to change gear...nice driving out on the road...but really scary when u never know when people will suddenly dash out of the road(think i'm one of such person...heez...)...or a car or motorcycle suddenly appear behind or bside u...heez...
after practical lesson...i decided to go home...cos tired...but since i stopped at toa payoh...i went to walk around to see clothes...den bought 2 bottoms from giodano...den went home...it's great that i go home early today...cos it's seldom that the whole family are all home...and we went out to eat...all of us thought for very long for a place to eat...many names were mentioned...in the end decided to go Senbawang there to eat...its called Bottle Tree Village...nice place i should say...thumbs up...plus the food is not bad...the restaurant is facing the sea...u can either sit indoor or outdoor...and the carpark is like only afew metres away from the sea lor...if drive v fast or lose control sure drive into the sea..haaa...and right across the sea can see Pasir Gudang(duno spell correctly anot) seafood restaurant...however, 1 bad thing is that there are no lightings for tables outdoor...cannot see clearly lor...dun even noe what food we are taking...wahahahaa...but its nice lah...it's at Sembawang Park there...and drive all the way in...hmmm...had a filling dinner...after dinner we went home...watched abit of tv...den now online...sleeping soon..tired...
anyway...will say abit of wat i did and happened yesterday...great day too...
usual morning where i go give tuition...after that i went to Amore for Hip Hop and KickBoxing...super tiring lor...den cos my classmates jio me out at nite, i went home to change and left my stuff at home...den went for service...great service with Paster Miguel again...very interesting pastor...heez...after service most of the youths headed to Geraldine's surprise Birthday Party...really a great surprise for her...the presence of many ppl really surprised her...plus Pat and Charis and family were back from KL...missed them sooo much man...the kids esp(all thanks to her great bf and sis and family and some other frens)...oh yah...was supposed to meet my frens at 9.30pm but i dragged till 10.30pm den leave...and took a cab down...oh yah...back to the party...not only is a bdae surprise...its something she cannot forget for the rest of her life!Her bf proposed to her...but before the proposal, she was asked to look down the window of a 2-storey high place...and there he was...with a script...giving a speech to her...and singing a song...something grow old song...so romantic man...plus in front of sooo many ppl lor...thereafter...2 frens pulled out a long stretch of note that writes " Will You Grow Old With Me?"...wah lao...so sweet man...she said yes and every1 was so happy for her...really glad for her...really wish her happiness...and may God Bless them in their walk with God together...oh yah...after the proposal and a small video clip, i left to meet my frens...they decided to go relax at Devils Bar...so juz go lor...cos is to relax cos after exams...happening bunch of frens i should sae...hmmm...anyway the crowd at Devil's isnt really happening...saw afew gays...and a weird couple dancing...even lao ah pek went lah...cool man...havent been to such places in ages...didnt noe lao ah pek also go...hahahaha...anyway i left at 1plus with the rest still around...cos i dowan my dad to worry...went home...bathe and sleep...yups...dats my dae yesterday...not bad huh...but really tiring...duno how i survived today...haa...

anyway gotta stop here...take gd care...
God Bless...*smiles*

~exams over for this sem~

~WooHoo~ exams juz ended afew hrs ago...tired sia...a whole day of studying...trying to study i should say...have had my exams this week on Tuesday anf Friday...took leave on these 2 days to study for my exams...actually i should say these 2 days of revision before exams are the most fruitful (though most of the time fighting off sleepy monster)...i managed to study as much as i can...and guess what? i actually have not felt any nervous-ness during these 2 papers...just went in to the exam hall and write...trying my best to recal what i've studied...anyway for both these papers, i managed to attempt all needed questions, however, unsure about validity. tried to smoke through lor...no choice...but at least i tried to attempt all needed questions...guess that is why i i'm not that worried about how i will fare as compared to all other papers i've taken in the past. have always remembered i will keep on worrying and saying that i have high chances of failing...but not this time...actually when it's like that...i guess i should be more worried...y? cos in the past i'm always so worried, but i managed to pass all...but now i'm not worried...wat if...?haaz...duno lah...anyway i felt that i have did my best...studied hard though is last minute...all i can do is leave it to God...He will do the rest...heez...
oh yah...vomitted when i reached school today...sigh...vomitted the whole of my dinner...stomach was empty when i go into the exam hall...and kinda pain cos of the gastric juices (no food to digest since all vomitted out)...sigh...i had my dinner at about 445pm and thereafter i went to school...wasnt feeling really well when i'm in the bus...and was trying to hold my puke till i reach school's toilet...haaz...while walking to school, i happened to bump into Jason, baby Caleb, and Leon...kinda surprised to see them...however i juz said hi to them, and played with baby Caleb awhile and i rushed off...cos cannot tahan liao...haaz...
sigh...really wonder when all these puking and pains will stop...been taking med still no help...however, much inproved on the psycho side...anyway i guess 2dae's puking is cos i ate too much(no choice...only my portion was cooked n cos dowana waste food, i finished them)...wasnt supposed to eat alot at a time...now my portion of food got to be lessened and number of meals increased...if not my stomach cannot take it...sian...sum1 who used to be able to eat alot at a time gotta eat little liao...sigh...

anyway will stop here...sian man...sch starting on Monday...grrr...no rest at all...haaz...

take care...God Bless~~~

~sigh...vomiting symptoms r back~

sad sia...these few days keep vomiting after meals...lucky not every meal...if not i really dont know what to do...cos i'm really sick of vomiting...everytime after i vomited, i will juz squat down and cry...cos i'm really tired of all these...sigh...however, 1 thing that is puzzling me is that i thought my condition is getting better...i mean i prevented and avoided getting stressed already...but still...such symptoms r back...sigh...my colleague told me maybe i'm stressed about my coming exams...which i didnt feel it...anyway past few days i've been trying to study...i did...but...i totally forget what i've read/studied...didnt remember a single bit at all...very sad lor...this is the reason why i always cannot do revision...cos i noe i cant remember anything even if i did study earlier...and that is y i always have to study last minute (on the day of exam itself)...and really thank God that these past 2 yrs my results are ok...and thank God i have yet to fail any modules...and praying real hard i will not fail any for the whole course...but...i guess i have to accept it if i really were to fail cos i'm always last minute...sigh...if fail means extra 3mths per module and afew hundred dollars...something i've always been avoiding...i am really hoping that this whole deg course ends asap...anyway i will still do my best during my last min studying...even if i fail...i think God has a reason for it to happen...haa...guess gotta learn to take it easy...and accept what God has planned for mi! heez...
anyway these past few days have been noticing many people getting sick or something like that...juz hope these people get well soon...drink more water...get more rest...God will Bless u! heez...

take care...God Bless!

~am i fat last time???~

*yawnz*...juz reached home abt 30mins ago (11.08pm) i guess...would have been later if i took the train and bus...but thanks to Ben, he sent me home...cos he was nearby SSDC...was learning driving just now till 1030pm lor...hmmm...yah...driving is fun...but tiring...but i'm pissed lah...cos duno the instructors purposely wana earn my money or wat, only let me pass 1 subject each lesson...slow lor...or am i lousy?hahahaha...sigh...nvm...cos i'm still new to driving lah...so boh bian...guess have to spend more lor...sigh...hmmm...
Anyway, b4 i went driving i had a quick revision for exam(soon!) in the library...sian man...guess wat?i forgot wat i've studied liao lah...sianzzz...i got short term memory lor...cannot remember alot of things lor...and i selectively remember...and since i dun really like to study...that goes the same for not remembering wat i've studied... -___-''' haaz...hmmm...
oh yah...going back to the topic on my title, juz wana ask u people who have seen me mayb at least a yr ago and now...am i really fat or more meaty back then? cos these past few months cos of stress n my gastric, i usually vomit watever i eat...which then causes me to lose alot of weight along the way...where now i'm about 47kg...whereby taking Jan 06 my weight was about 52 or 53kg...which means a drop by about 5kg...but the thing is i cant see much difference in my size...i still see tummy!haaa...and the past 2 months or so i've been hearing alot of people (school, workplace and others) say that i look alot 'slimmer' or 'skinnier' now compared to say the beginning of the yr...which i'm really quite puzzled...cos all along since mayb the beginning of the yr i thought i wasnt really fat...plus now i feel i look kinda the same...but after hearing them say i look skinnier now, means i'm really fat previously lah...sad lor...cos all along i thought i wasnt...hahaha...only heavier in weight...haa...i duno lah...i juz cannot get over people keep saying " ni shou le hen duo" in mandarin lah...and the 1st thought that comes to my mind is " means i'm very fat last time lah?"...i suddenly brought this issue up is cos juz now after work on my way to library i saw a colleague of mine whom i seldom see esp after i shifted up to 25th floor...den she suddenly exclaimed "wah u slim down alot ar? wat u eat ar?"...i was like...erm...cos i got gastric problem so mayb dats the cause lor...haaz...hmmm...but the thing was that wat i wore 2dae doesnt make mi look thinner leh...in fact it makes mi look abit more fat...but...hmmm...duno lah...but guess i'm sensitive in such matters about weight ba...will keep thinkin dat ppl think i'm fat as they think i'm skinnier now...haaaz...
k lah will stop here...sigh...still coughing lah...sian leh...but i have myself to blame...i still eat chocolate!!!haaaz...k lah...nitez...byeeeee

take care n God Bless~

~not feeling well~

sigh...sick...bad throat infection...went to see doc 2dae cos last night cannot even sleep well...keep coughing...and throat very pain...guess i ate too much chips n chocs...(but no regrets...wahhaha)...actually my throat already pain the night b4 liao...thought of going to see doc on Wed morning...but cos wed i'm bz with reports...so i went to work instead...and knowing that my throat is already pain...i still ate cheezels and chocs...and twisties...hahahahaa...guess that's y i had a horrible night...hahahaha...now still coughing though...but alot better...luckily this time round of throat pain is not followed by fever...haaz...even got MC for the day...but still went for work...heez...love to work liao lah...haha...

anyway...work is getting better i guess...supervisor still as nice...heez...colleague too...always will feel blessed that God has sent someone who has the same belief as mi to work with me...so that as and when i need spiritual guidance or advise i can turn to her...Praise the Lord!she's a very nice sis in Christ...glad that she's around to talk to me...
oh yah...there's a new colleague in my team...a management associate...he's been rotating around different depts...but eventually will stay put in the dept i'm in by Jan 07...however, he'll be staying in my dept from now till mid Oct this yr...den rotate to another dept...den come back on Jan 07...nice and hardworking person...but somehow wayy too serious in work and v quiet...but wat's good abt him is that he is constantly asking and learning...guess i should learn from him this habit of his...ask questions when in doubt...it's something i dont really do...and my supervisor wants me to practice that...so that i can learn...yup yup...it's time...haaa...
anyway...as for now, my supervisor presented him with a project to do with me, which is creating a Management Information System(MIS) into a database format to ease my doing of reporting...and also to automate it instead of being so manual in retrieving data...he's very enthusiastic about it and systematic...he's been learning what i usually do everyday in pulling out the data and asking me alot of questions...and he's working on the new project already!glad that he's around to help me...cos i wouldnt know when i will have the extra hand to do this project...plus he target to complete it in about 2wks time...he's great man...haaa...but somehow me n my colleague feel abit weird with him around...mayb he's too quiet i guess...and we feel kinda bad cos whenever is lunch time, we will meet up with our own group of makan khakis...den nv ask him along...guess muz have lunch w him or ask him along liao...muz bring in the bond for our team...heee...
kk will stop here...need sleep...keep coughing now...sigh...i miss my chips n chocs...wahahahahaa...will eat them once i'm ok...wahahahaa...and sigh...exams are coming...really need to prepare this time...the modules are kinda difficult...but not yet started and i'm left with less than 2wks!!!haa...better buck up...heee...
k nightz...take care n God Bless~~