~Devastated~

~It is God who directs the lives of his creatures; everyone's life is in his power. Job 12:10~

sad...sad...sad...why muz dis happen to me???haiz...guess wat?hard disk crash...duno wat happened...den...'phoom'...all gone...sent my laptop to service centre...changed new HD...now the old one also with me...hopefully some kind souls can help me retrieve them back...*cross fingers*...i really prayed very hard for a miracle to happen...mayb its juz not gona happen...hmmmz...already got a fren who works in the IT industry for help...but canot detect the HD also...sianz man...i'm really super sad lor...cry...cry...n cry...so sad...there goes all my stuff...hmmm...but juz like wat my fren says...this is life...many ups n downs...things come and go...anyway...juz gotta hope for the better...hmmm...but juz gotta sae sorry to some of my frens whom some stuff are supposed to be in my laptop n i'm supposed to pass it to them...and b4 i can do anything...all gone...hmmm...hope u dun blame me...cos my situation is worse...haa...
mayb i should juz sae dat i'm unlucky...i really did intend to back up all my files right after my exams which ends on the 15th Dec 05...however...b4 i could do anything...and a day b4 my exams...dis fren of mine who was actually trying to help...caused my whole hard disk to b unable to be detected...yah i can admit dat mayb my laptop is corrupted with duno wat stuff...dats y when he degragment my laptop...it suddenly went bonkers...but y did it not happen after i back up all my stuff????haiz...a fren says i should treat it as a lesson learnt...but i dun think i deserve such a treatment...i was trying to concentrate on my studies wat...n left the backing up after my exams...is there any wrong?hmmmz...not only dat...dis incident made me even not want to study...no mood...haiz...sadz...
anyway...now i'm using a new hard disk...guess everything's gotta start from scratch...hmmm...no choice...gotta accept this fact...however...i'm still trying to find as much help as possible...hmmm...yup...
anyway...i'm sorry guys dat i've been 'missing' in updating my blog...lazy...and bz lorz...hee...guess zheng da is always complaining about being boring here...haa...hey ZD...now u can see my sad story...happy?haaz...hmm...guess i'll stop here denz...take gd care...

God Bless~