Saturday, September 16, 2006

~sigh...vomiting symptoms r back~

sad sia...these few days keep vomiting after meals...lucky not every meal...if not i really dont know what to do...cos i'm really sick of vomiting...everytime after i vomited, i will juz squat down and cry...cos i'm really tired of all these...sigh...however, 1 thing that is puzzling me is that i thought my condition is getting better...i mean i prevented and avoided getting stressed already...but still...such symptoms r back...sigh...my colleague told me maybe i'm stressed about my coming exams...which i didnt feel it...anyway past few days i've been trying to study...i did...but...i totally forget what i've read/studied...didnt remember a single bit at all...very sad lor...this is the reason why i always cannot do revision...cos i noe i cant remember anything even if i did study earlier...and that is y i always have to study last minute (on the day of exam itself)...and really thank God that these past 2 yrs my results are ok...and thank God i have yet to fail any modules...and praying real hard i will not fail any for the whole course...but...i guess i have to accept it if i really were to fail cos i'm always last minute...sigh...if fail means extra 3mths per module and afew hundred dollars...something i've always been avoiding...i am really hoping that this whole deg course ends asap...anyway i will still do my best during my last min studying...even if i fail...i think God has a reason for it to happen...haa...guess gotta learn to take it easy...and accept what God has planned for mi! heez...
anyway these past few days have been noticing many people getting sick or something like that...juz hope these people get well soon...drink more water...get more rest...God will Bless u! heez...

take care...God Bless!

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