Saturday, September 23, 2006

~exams over for this sem~

~WooHoo~ exams juz ended afew hrs ago...tired sia...a whole day of studying...trying to study i should say...have had my exams this week on Tuesday anf Friday...took leave on these 2 days to study for my exams...actually i should say these 2 days of revision before exams are the most fruitful (though most of the time fighting off sleepy monster)...i managed to study as much as i can...and guess what? i actually have not felt any nervous-ness during these 2 papers...just went in to the exam hall and write...trying my best to recal what i've studied...anyway for both these papers, i managed to attempt all needed questions, however, unsure about validity. tried to smoke through lor...no choice...but at least i tried to attempt all needed questions...guess that is why i i'm not that worried about how i will fare as compared to all other papers i've taken in the past. have always remembered i will keep on worrying and saying that i have high chances of failing...but not this time...actually when it's like that...i guess i should be more worried...y? cos in the past i'm always so worried, but i managed to pass all...but now i'm not worried...wat if...?haaz...duno lah...anyway i felt that i have did my best...studied hard though is last minute...all i can do is leave it to God...He will do the rest...heez...
oh yah...vomitted when i reached school today...sigh...vomitted the whole of my dinner...stomach was empty when i go into the exam hall...and kinda pain cos of the gastric juices (no food to digest since all vomitted out)...sigh...i had my dinner at about 445pm and thereafter i went to school...wasnt feeling really well when i'm in the bus...and was trying to hold my puke till i reach school's toilet...haaz...while walking to school, i happened to bump into Jason, baby Caleb, and Leon...kinda surprised to see them...however i juz said hi to them, and played with baby Caleb awhile and i rushed off...cos cannot tahan liao...haaz...
sigh...really wonder when all these puking and pains will stop...been taking med still no help...however, much inproved on the psycho side...anyway i guess 2dae's puking is cos i ate too much(no choice...only my portion was cooked n cos dowana waste food, i finished them)...wasnt supposed to eat alot at a time...now my portion of food got to be lessened and number of meals increased...if not my stomach cannot take it...sian...sum1 who used to be able to eat alot at a time gotta eat little liao...sigh...

anyway will stop here...sian man...sch starting on Monday...grrr...no rest at all...haaz...

take care...God Bless~~~

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