Wednesday, August 29, 2007
wahzzz...
anyway...i feel so lousy cos i 'failed' at an interview today...the job there is a v gd opportunity...but i really duno where i went wrong...sigh...i sensed a bad feeling...plus the interview was the shortest one i've had as compared to all my other interviews...sigh...really sad...i actually rejected one of my rejected job offer cos i really hope to get this...but...nvm...i told myself not to regret when i decided to reject that job offer...so i am not to regret! hmm...oh i noe i 'failed' cos i asked the one who referred me to this opening...sigh...oh yah...i was told by the interviewer that i look v different from my pic in the resume...she said the resume pic look more matured...n my current look so much younger...*izzit???*...haaa...i see no diff...
hmmm...anyway...i'm still waiting for another job to reply...wonder if i will be shortlisted for 2nd interview...i also just send my resume to another company...hopefully there's a chance of getting a job soon...
i musn't feel sad...yah...but yah...juz now after the interview i really nearly wanted to cry...n guess wat?to de-stress...i went shopping!!!spent alot...but thank God that i used the vouchers my ex team members gave me...heez...
k will stop here....take care
God Bless~
Monday, August 27, 2007
some piccys to show...
Sunday, August 26, 2007
juz abit of updates...
on friday...super tiring day...really...really didnt expect that...i woke up quite early cos my parents have to head to the airport as they goin to Bangkok (was supposed to go...but i didnt go)...i was awakened by my mum lor...she keep saying she's on the way home...ask me quickly go prepare...in the end waited for 2hrs i guess...they were rushing like mad when they came home...i also quickly ate the food they bought...ate v little only...den off we go to the airport...another of my aunty followed to accompany me...y accompany me?cos after going to the airport i gotta go do delivery!!!cos my parents no time to bring the goods back to my dad's factory...so gotta ask me to do...grrr...
(nearly 12pm) after alighting them off at the airport, i took over the driver's seat...n headed off to Jurong...a long drive...after we delivered the goods, me n my aunty headed home (she stay near me though)...at her place, i stayed awhile...den send her son home...which is also nearby...den i played with Rex for awhile...oh yah...after i sent my aunty back, we got a call from the factory asking me to go over...got a table there needed to send it over to another aunt's house...so boh bian...after playing w Rex, i headed back to Jurong again...alone...den from Jurong, i delievered it to Tampines...the other aunty followed as she was at the factory...den at Tamp, after moving all the things up her place...i saw another table!!! gotta send it back to Juring!!!!...she followed too...n off i go...back to Jurong...i was really really tired liao...esp when the jam is activating at that time liao...i'm not driving auto car k...i'm driving the pick up...after sending the table back to Jurong, i headed to Toa Payoh as i wana visit my ex colleague...his last day...i also alighted my aunty there (shld be alighting her back at Tamp...but i really no time liao)...on the way to TPY...cos already nearly 6pm...the jam was really bad...really tired...first time where i drove soo much of the pick up in the day...plus is long distances...n during the jam..its really moving v slow...wah...my feet nearly got numb by always clutching in...pain...n i tired till the part i was supposed to exit at TPY...but...i duno where i exit...a small exit b4 tpy...den up to an ulu n dead end place...alot of construction too...so gotta do duno how many point turn cos v v narrow road...im really tired lor...when i reached my ex office, i quickly deman some food from my ex colleagues...by that time is already 7pm...8-9hrs didnt eat...drink abit of water only...after chatting w them awhile...i headed to Futsing...got Missions meeting instead of Net...thereafter i went home to rest abit...den abt 12am i headed to Kevin's house to play games w the other youths...went home around 4am...slept at 430am...
(so the summation for the places travelled are...
Changi Airport to Jurong Quality Road
Quality Road to Upp Aljunied
Upp Aljunied to Macpherson
Macpherson to Quality Road
Quality Road to Tampines
Tampines to Quality Road
Quality Road to Toa Payoh
Toa Payoh to Jln Besar
Jln Besar to Joo Seng Road
hahhaaz...sian rite?now i somehow noe how taxi drivers feel...haaz...)
woke up at 730am to prepare to go tuition...yawnzzz...tired lor...after giving tuition, i went for my aerobics classes...the time slot that used to be for Kickboxing was changed to New Body...wow...have to hold weight in both my hands for the exercise...canot stop lor...if really wana rest, no more than 10secs...my arm nearly break...esp during water break, my and shakes while holding the bottle...haaz...did those exercises for 45mins...den the next 10mins crunches...afew hundred counts of it...den i stayed on for another lesson...Steps Workout...shld be for Advance or Intermediate ppl...but i went lah...wah...blur sia...the ppl were v fast! i see till blur...only able to do abit...but wah...tiring too...haaz...after exercising n washing up, i headed for Edge...right on time...heez...after Edge, we went for dinner at Bishan the usual S11...n usually we will go playground n hang out after dinner...but not that nite...everyone was like 'bye, going home liao'...haaz...so me, Serena, and JL headed to my cousin's place...wana show them Rex...haa...fun lor...we played w Rex for abt 30mins or so...he was like pouncing on me n licking me all over when we reached...he gave JL a shock ashe was quite huge...haa...den i sent them home...
den today, woke up early again...nearly dowana wake up though...went for LIW class...today's lesson not bad...there's one part which the teacher say...duno how it linked up to the lesson though...but i find it quite true...it's about really valuing people around you...friends or spouse or other family members...saying It pays to be generous to them! Learn to be generous!...for example on happy occasions like ur fren (or others) got promoted or did well in exams...show a small gesture to surprise them to show that u r really happy for them other than just congratulating...it really makes a difference...it can be treating a meal or even just a drink...or send cards...it's true lor...like for me...i've just graduated...my frens are happy for me...i've got Teck n ZD treating me steamboat @ Coca...Thanks! i really appreciate it...plus is my fav steamboat...i've also got Florence to treat me to Sizzlers...yummy...thanks Jie...i really feel blessed lor...i've got such great frens around me to bless me...i mean its not cos they treat me den i say they are great...they r always my good frens...got other frens too lah...haaz...but sad to say...cos i graduated, im asked by my youths to treat them...oh no...i now no income...canot treat lah...gotta wait till i get a job and pay first ba...hmmm...but i really find that the phrase about beng generous is true...i mean dun need to be super generous lah...but at least dun stingy can liao...haaa...i actually cant stand it when i see guys like dat...i think if guys are stingy at the start...den next time no need to find other half liao...haa...esp when starting to wana noe someone...haaz...it's not that a guy has to pay for everything...but at least offer to pay first...anyway...depends on situation...but hey...not dat the gals dun pay k...unless the gals the guys noe are canot make it kind...only spend ppl's money...haaa...cos i've met a couple of realy horrible guys in the past b4...wana noe me yet super stingy...only pay for their share onli (pls lah...working ppl liao...not enough money to pay both share FIRST meh?still wana ask ppl out leh!!!)...i mean i dun mind on dutch...but i'm someone where 1st impression is v impt...if 1st outing already like dat..means thereafter also...very pek chek to go out w such ppl...i mean if the guy were to pay first, i will surely pay after dat...he will den decide whether to take it or not...oops...duno y go into this topic...abit no link to being generous...or maybe hav abit lah...cos suddenly think of this really turns me off...i'm fine w my own frens taking out their share only(but most of my frens will pay first den split later...haaz...better)...but if i were to noe guys chasing me like dat...i guess dats it...haaa...will not really meet up the person liao...hmmm...i guess i can say im generous to my frens ba...provided im not broke lah...these few mths im sorry to my frens...cant really treat at times...have to be abit calculative...cos no income...no savings...so yah...bear with me...when my track is back to normal will be ok le...haaa...hmmm...k...after class is service...wah...ended quite late...den i went to meet up w my pri sch frens...actually got 5 of us...in the end is 3...where one is Ber...my all time good fren...another is Darryl...we only communicate online...nv seen him for 10yrs...haaa...a realy good catch up for the day...we talked back into the past...haaz...will arrange to meet up soon ba...heez...den i went to Mei n Hui's house...where i did the Personality test thingy...am a ESTP - The Doer...haaz...got abt 70% like me only...haaz...we talked...den dinner at 8plus at the restaurant in the condo...den back up to play Cranium...den home...wah...tired...tink will fall asleep anytime though...haaz...
that's how i've spent my past 3 days...tiring rite?haaz...k will stop here...take gd care...
God Bless~
*mayb got some pics of Rex later on~
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
how ar???
now is abt 12.10am...juz back from a run...forgot how long...for 20mins or so ba...ave pace...maybe near to or abt 3plus km ba...tired...haa...but while jogging...i talked alot to God...thought i didnt hear from Him...but i more or less know wat i gona do...and i canot n wouldnt regret ba...but instead continue to praise God no matter what the outcome will be...heez...
k gotta rest...still got another 2 interviews later in the morning and afternoon...hmmm...
take care
God Bless~
Monday, August 20, 2007
my past few days...
yup...i've GRADUATED! haaz...i'm now a graduate liaoz...heez...finally...after all my 'hard work'...haaz...some frens might be thinking 'got hard work meh?'...haaz...cos i'm the type who doesnt study one...haaz...but really..it's really tiring to work n study lor...but wat to do...for my future career advancement...i have to take this route...guess after i've started to work n save, i will save up for further studies ba...gona see which area i am gona focus at work...den study on that area...hmmm...though i really hate studying...but i really need those certs lor...cos in this generation...a degree is really not enough...hmmm...
anyway...i should really say that the Lord is really amazing...during the time i have yet to get my last results, the interview rates are less than 5...but after i got my last results (which already mean i'm a grad liao), i've attended quite alot of interviews liao...though most outcomes duno yet...but it's really not bad liao to be able to go for interviews...i really learnt alot in handling with questions asked by them...
i've already been to some banks for interview...afew recruitment agencies and a couple of others...there's one position to be a headhunter...i find it a cool job...haa...but haven got replies yet..hmmm...there's one of the bank in which im asked to go for 2nd round interview at the HR tmr...hmmm...duno if i really shld take it up if i got thru...cos i will have other interviews coming along mah...furthermore, i wasn't realy keen on the job scope of that bank...but cos it's dat bank...i really wana try get in...meaning if no matter how much i dislike the job scope, i wana get in...unless other banks appeal to me...which i will onli get to be interviewed maybe this week or next...sigh...duno how...but i'm gona give it all to God...hee...anyway, for that bank...wah...the 1st round of interview was really erm...duno how to explain...it's usually that if the interviewee not keen or interviewer tot the interviewee not suitable, after 1st interviewer den dat's it...interview will be over...if interviewee keen and interviewer thinks interviewee good...den will proceed to 2nd interviewer...and usually stop there...but i managed to talk my way through (1st interviewer abit buay song me cos she can sense that i'm hesitant about the job)...got the 2nd interviewer to talk to me...n guess wat? i still got 3rd interviewer lor!!! was classified as 'special case' sia...haaz...n now i'm even selected to go for 2nd round interview w HR...guess i'm good huh...haaz...really confused if i shld get the job if it goes rite...cos the headhunter job i seem to like it too...except that no replies from them yet...plus tmr got another interview after the HR interview...duno if dat is good...be a market analyst...cool job...den i've got calls from other recruitment agencies about other banks' vacancies...den gona have interviews too...hmmm...sigh...duno how sia...muz really pray hard lor...need a direction...but God is really good...not only He blessed me with good results...He also blessed me with many interviews...at the right time cos after i can certify that im a grad liao...hmmm...onli dat now quite confused which shld i get...but i still Thank God o matter wat...
hmmm..oh yah...abt the past few days...it has been good...fri got interview, den lunch w fren, den net...sat is giving tuition, cafe duty at Edge, den met up ex colleagues w their family for dinner...den on sun...service, den lunch w hilda n gang, sleep, met up serena they all cos Pat n Charis n kids are back...den today is interview, den met up ms Tang for chit chat n dinner...
for yesterday, it's been great...lunch after service is not bad...glad dat kev,hilda n jacky asked me along for lunch...if not...i might juz head home without eating...they r really nice...they always welcome me...and told me that if i happen to wana join another grp they r fine w it...so i hang out w hilda they all...they r heartwarming n i definitely feel included...n not left out...thereafter i went home...cos nothing to do...n cos got bad headache...i took a nap...till Joanne called me to inform me Pat n Charis are back w the kids...ask if i wana join them...1st time i was asked to join them when they are already out...glad...the meet up wasnt that bad...happy to see Pat n Charis n the kids...missed them alot...but was quite unhappy abt smthg...which im not mentioning...the thought of if pissed me off...was thinkin i'm actually wasting my time being worried abt it...not worth...aiya heck lah...think abt it also sian...after the meet up, Pat n Charis w the kids left for other place, whereas the grp went for dinner...me n Jocelyn each ferried afew to their eating destination...i didnt go cos my bro need the car mah...but i went kfc to da bao food home to eat...
as for today, i slacked at home for awhile b4 going for interview...den met up w Ms Tang...wah...really haven met her up for v long...always told her i miss her...n yup...we met up...we've got soo much to chat abt...was really happy...though we dun always meet up...we are still as close as ever...enjoying each other's presence...plus she's a sis in Christ too...we say grace together...we talked abt church together...really fun...plus i can really sae i'm really myself when i'm with her...actually i shld sae i'm really myself when im w my 'outside' frens...meaning not from church...i am super nonsense n a real joker...not only w ms tang onli...i feel i am myself with most of my pri,sec n jc sch frens...n also my ex colleagues! i am loud...i do stupid n nonsense stuffs to make ppl laugh...i say lame stuffs...n we r all really happy...really...today i really laughed alot...onli within that few hours...my happiness overwhelms the past 2wks of happiness...thanks Ms Tang for being around...laughing w me...at me...n at my nonsense...u noe me the best!u brought out the Me in Me...thanks!muackz!!! love u lots gal!cant wait for the next meet up!heez...anyway...actually today there's an outing at sentosa w the grp as they intend to bring Sean Sean out to play...but...cos i wasnt informed of anything abt the deatils of wat time n where to meet...but i didnt go...but nvm...at least i had fun w my dear ms tang...
anyway..gotta stop here...either watch drama or sleep...tmr got 2 interviews...plus i might be going for tuition...gona learn some JC mathematics...haaz...
take care ppl
God Bless~
*some pics to show...
Sean Sean
Pat n Zoe
Zoe and me!
our food - outing with Ms Tang
Waruku
Star fishcake in the soup!
yumz...sliced beef n spicy soup base...
my fingers' shape~
real ants inside...i tot was fake at first! i even shaked it upside down!!!
dat's me! together with my darling Ms Tang! nice pic!
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
boohoo...i fell down!!!
here is a pic of the scratch...*look at my fat leg...eeks...*
guess it will be v painful especially when i bathe ba...but...heck care lah...hahahaz...
yeah...anyway...some updates abt last week ba...on Fri...we went FOP - Festival of Praise...it was great! i really enjoyed and loved it! really felt God's presence strongly there...hee...oh yah...really alot of ppl at SIS...wah...haaz...some pics of that nite below...
yup...alot of ppl huh...cool lor...got Delirious and Don Moen...they are good!heez...
eh...den on sat...i've written a post on it liao...haaz...my dinner experience @ The Line restaurant...heez...
on Sunday...after service...i quickly head down to Harbour Front Centre...actually wanted to go Dragon Gate restaurant...oh it's Zheng Da's birthday mah...so me n Teck wana celebrate for him...but Teck said that cos we didnt book table, there isnt any small tables left until 2pm...so we tried looking out for other places...still cant find anything suitable...so in the end...since i cant believe that there will not be enough tables for us...we went up to Dragon Gate again to ask...i asked this time round...and i got a table immediately! haaz...good right?haaz...
wah we really ate alot! i ordered more than 10 dishes of food...haaz...i ate till really cant take it anymore!hahahaz...cos the nite b4 i also ate buffet mah...haaz...really need to exercise!!!!!heeheez...
Our table of food!
Zheng Da's cake...eekz...cheesecake...smthg i dun like!!!ate abt 2 small mouths...finishing those walnuts...and the biscuit below...haaz...
after lunch we went Vivo for awhile...den i head off to Tampines...coincidentally...Ben Sim msged and asked if i was going for evening service...yup...im going...but for Nursery duty...so he offered to go with me...he drove down to Tamp interchange with his new car...Copen...striking red...2-seater convertible...a not that powerful car...but since its a convert...not bad lah...only dat my hair become v messy...haaz...i took a foto...but v v blur cos my fone lousy...plus its taken at nite...
n yup...dat was how last week was spent...last weekend ba...canot remember abt those weekdays...haaa...
anyway...these couple of days im really worried...praying hard that the bank i went interview for will return my call to accept me...the interviewer said will get a reply early this week...but...2 days has passed...no calls...v sad...but...gotta leave it all to God...for i know His plans for me are good...if no reply means gotta work harder in looking for other jobs liao...haaz...hopefully can find soon...really broke...nowadays really trying not to eat out...stay home eat...cos still gotta spend for ppl's presents, and other stuffs...really no money lor...really broke...sigh...
plus wat worries me is dat my stupid last results not out yet!!!! duno wat with the school lah! till now dun release our results...irritating...grrr...we have never waited sooo long for our results...sigh...they still dowana explain to us...v unfair to alot of us who are graduating lor...some frens cos their studies are sponsored by company, their bond to the company will start once they confirmed they passed everything...but cos this stupid last result not out yet...the bond canot start ticking...unfair to them rite?as for most...incuding me...we are looking for new jobs...graduate entry level...but i feel that even if i were to be accepted by any company...it is also difficult for me to agree since i canot confirm im a graduate yet!!!arghhh!!!!angry...grrr...stupid school...grrr...causing us soo much trouble n irritation...sigh...
anyway...will stop here...hope the week will be a good week...happy for working n schooling ppl cos P.H. on thursday...not...its always a holiday for me everyday...hahahahhaa...
take care all~
enjoy ur week~
God Bless~
Saturday, August 04, 2007
wah...haven't been...
oh yah...went to Shangri-La The Line for dinner...alot of people there sia...no wonder most of the expensive food are either not on the 'shelf' in afew secs or the queues are super long...have to stand there and wait for food...but i can really see super kiasu singaporeans even though they r in high class restaurants...sigh...they can just stand there and take endless fresh oysters without giving others a chance to take...plus the time taken for the 'chef' to pry open the oysters are quite long since it looks quite difficult...so, say im 4th in the queue...each oyster takes abt 20sec to open and clean in lemon water, each person in front of me takes abt 3 each...i will have to wait for approx 3mins or more!plus got ppl cut queue...grrr...but heck lah...at least i got my share of yummy oysters...next was the lobster...arghh...actually there was 3...and there's 2 others in front of me...the first AUNTY took all 3...the chef actually wanted to pass it to us...but....due to that KIASU and GIAN person...sigh...wat to do...wait lor...haa...
wah while im typing all these...im recalling wat ive eaten...n i think its really alot...oh no...i needa lose weight sia...sigh...but how?tmr afternoon got another buffet!!!grrrr...
anyway...will stop here...gona keep myself bz by watching taiwan idol dramas...haahaa...nice lor...i mean i agree they r stupid...but...duno y lah...i will still watch them...those actors are juz sooo handsome sia...hahahahaha...
kk...take care al of ya~
God Bless~~