~different perspective?~

Hi all...just reached home not long ago...tired...another tiring day at work...plus after work i met up with Leon...thereafter his mum, bro, and bro's gf joined us for dinner...oh yah...here to wish Leon Happy Birthday! heez...hope you enjoyed dinner...

anyway...i'm here to talk about my work...hmm...guess i now gona have a different perspective about my new supervisor...guess he's not dat bad(from wat i always heard) at all...in fact, i feel that he leads well...he's willing to teach me new things...but provided both of us are not bz with other stuff...i really like it when i get to learn more things...rather than slacking off...and when i learn more things, i get more enthusiastic about work(which was how i am during my 1st 2 ex supervisors' time)...i'm feeling that now it's time again for me to excel further...hopefully though...cos now's juz the beginning...but anyway...i believed that i will learn alot...really feel bad abt how i think about him previously...guess i believe what ppl sae easily...but i thought i also experienced the 'bad' things from him b4...mayb now cos i'm under him?i don't know leh...but doesn't seem that way...cos from what i've noticed, many ppl in fact work well with him...only particular few think differently...in which i do not know why...*puzzled*...but i can sae that the way i see him handle problems...he's good at it...and when i'm fast at certain work, he praised me (which i have not heard for quite some time)...anyway...i'm really gona work very hard this time...i wana make this working experience worthwhile...*walking towards my goal*...about the giving myself 3 more months time...guess i gotta reconsider...1st is cos i wana learn more...2nd is i know that from now till yr end is gona be really bz for us...and i feel i juz cant leave like that...esp when nobody knows how to back mi up if i'm not around...plus they do not have the time to learn yet...and i promised i wouldn't play them out...hmmm...wonder izzit a good choice...but till then, i will still continue working ba...hmmm...

anyway...will stop here...wana sleep..tired...hope tmr will be a great day~

take care n God Bless~

~moving...~

Today...24th July 2006...marks another beginning of my working life...again...haiz...cos i gonna change supervior again...though my boss is still the same...hmmm...going to another team...most of my work will still be the same...the rest i not sure...hmmm...
Actually duno whether i should be happy or not...cos i dun have a very good impression of my new supervisor...kinda fake...and heard that he backstabs...so duno how my life will be like when i swtich team...but...i also do not wana stay in where i'm at...cos i cannot tahan my current supervisor...she's a nice person...however, she's someone whom i think doesnt know how to lead...the way she does her work is really good...but she doesnt portray any good leadership skills...she always shows her mood...cannot take stress...whenever something happens(even those not serious type)...she will get angry...anyhow throws things...(on her desk lah)...and keep sighing super loudly which is super irritating...and when she ask any of us do something...she talks so softly dat i give up hearing...and continue to do my things...another thing that i felt is that i did not learn anything from her...things abt work that i dont know...sometimes she does...but is that kind of rush it thru type...den i will catch no ball...keke...i really miss my 1st 2 supervisors...they will really teach me till i understand...and they are really good supervisors...they wun portray as if they know EVERYTHING...which is wat my current supervisor thinks she is...they admit when they are wrong...and agree with my suggestions at times...which i really appreciate alot...really miss them...
Anyway...my new supervisor will be my 4th one...sigh...in UOB less than 2yrs and i've changed 4 supervisors...sigh...oh yah...now packing my stuff...1 big box and afew small boxes...now at 18th floor...going up to 25th floor...guess what? think i'm gona be really bored...will really miss my other colleagues i've been with for the past 1yr plus...now my new surrounding is that i will be sitting near those VPs, AVP, and worst of all...the Division Head...oh no...think the usual noisy me gotta be super quiet already...arghhh...mayb canot even surf net or go msn liaoz...sadz...*sobz* just so sad...the person i will really miss most is my gan jie...she treats me very well and understands mi alot...she always help mi from that unreasonable supervisor...other than my 1st 2 supervisors, she's the next 1 who always shields mi from the 'evil'...haaz...really will miss her...think my tears really drop liao...sigh...
Anyway...i gona give my new team mayb 3mths...if really i cant take it...i might look for other jobs...cos by that time i will have 2yrs experience liao...however, will still pray...ask God which way shld i go...hmmm...sad...already stress with sch work liao...still got work...haiz...when will everything be smooth going?i duno...hmmm...

k gotta stop here...will do my work den shift my stuff up...will update again!
Take Care and God Bless~

~something to share~

would like to share a conversation i had with my aunty...saw her wearing Birkenstock footwear...then we started talking about it...she bought it at the Birk's shop @Wheelock Place...oh yah...would strongly recommend this brand of footwear...really good...though i dont have one...long story...haaz...
anyway...there's a short phrase she quote abt Birks...from her son...
here it goes : " If u buy a real one(the footwear), it will be called BirkenStock. But if u buy a fake one, it will be called BRokenStock."
juz find this sentence interesting...so i share...guess some will juz find it lame...but..i find it rhymes...haaz...

k...will stop here for now...have a good sleep~

take care...God Bless n God Loves u!

~There goes my MONEY~

Hey Peeps~

Now i'm slacking @ work...heez...having a bad headache...plus...heart pain...haazz...cos pocket juz burnt a hole...again...

Went to work at 8plus this morning...did my work till abt 10am...then went off to the dentist...actually only had the thought of just checking and cleaning of teeth...but...guess what? In the end it ended up filling 3 holes of my teeth...1 of which is a new hole...arghhh...pain...haven's been to the dentist for Xyrs...mayb that's y...n cos recently i've felt my back gums in pain...have to go for X-ray...wisdom tooth(teeth)...one is on the verge of erupting out...doc says let it out first...hopefully it comes out straight...then need not take it out...hmmm...oh yah before the Xray also did some polishing and cleaning...but...see no difference leh...sianzzz...and when it's billing time...PHOOM! $260!!!haiz...had guessed it too though...no choice...price i gotta pay for not goin dentist for Xyrs...haaz...after that...went back to work...took about an hr...

Other than this huge expenditure...there's another one...which was only last Saturday...afew days ago only...i've signed up for Amore Fitness package(very keen on Hip Hop,KickBoxing,CardioLatino)...at first didnt know which package i should sign up for...but really wanted the small cooler/warmer they are giving out if i signed up for 1/2yr package...was in a dilemma whether to take the unlimited or once a week or twice a week package...(once a week for half a yr no cooler/warmer)...guess what?in the end i signed up for once a week...but for a year...cost me abt $800(incl. registration)....actually a yr's package supposed to give a goodie bag and 4 lessons free...no cooler/warmer...but i really wanted it...so changed the free lessons n goddie bag for it...oh-duh~

Anyway...there goes my HARD EARNED money...soooo sad....juz got my pay and dat's it...no more liao...this whole month gona eat grass...no more good food...plus...frens whose bdae within the month from now...i'm sorry...prezzies will be cheapskate...if not dun have...hahahaa...oops...really canot believe it man...spent more than 1k in less than a week!!! haiz...but no choice...that's wat i want...heee...took the Hip Hop class on Sat...so fun! but really tiring cos 1hr non-stop!!!haaz...but the next few days whole body ache lor...haaz...

K...ciaoz for now...gotta work...meeting family n relatives for dinner 2nite! Korean Food i think...yummyz...

take care n God Bless~ God Loves u too~
*smilez*

~What the papers say abt Bloggers~

Guess what? Heard from 987FM that the papers commented that Bloggers are usually under 30, Overly Dramatic, and last of all, Self-absorbed.

*rolls eyes*

Oh Duh...it's not true lah...grrrr...

I Miss u?

When will a guy say ''I Miss You''
Message: When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine," after a few
minutes,
he means it

When a guy stares at you,
he thinks you're the most beautiful thing in
the
world

When you're laying your head on a guy's
chest
he has the world

When a guy calls you everyday
he is in love

When a (good) guy say he loves you
he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you
he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have
ever
missed
him or anything else

Girl Facts:

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her
mind.

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
questions,
she is wondering how long you will be
around.

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few
seconds,
she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so
wonderful.

When a girl lays on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your attention.

When a girl wants to see you everyday,
she wants to be pampered.

When a girl says, "I'll love you forever,"
she means it.

When a girl says that she can't live without
you,
she has made up her mind that you are her
future.

When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more
than that

~Asian Superstar comin up...~

Hey Dudes...some changes about the upcoming event on the 15th July 2006...it will be called as Asian Superstars!!!!!yeay!!!coolz rite???heez...n guess wat? Special Guest Jasmine Trias from afew seasons back American Idol will be here!!!Don't miss it!!invite people!!! It will be at Singapore Expo Hall 3, 4pm...will see u there~ it will be a great time!!!

take care~~

~some more pics~

some pics for u all to view...N.Day preview...

:: how to work in a hostile environment ::

HOW TO WORK IN A HOSTILE ENVIRONMENT



1. Understand that God anoints you for trouble.

Put on the armor of God before going to work.



2. Don't expect to be appreciated.

Your only expectation should be to get a paycheck.

Don't come to work to have personal relationships.

Don't allow what you do to affect who you are.



3. Do your job well, but remember your mission.

God put you there to be a light.



4. Seek opportunities to change the atmosphere without commenting on the problems.

You have a God to talk to.

You're on an assignment.

In quietness and competence shall be your strength.



5. Don't let your environment get inside of you.

You should influence it, not let it influence you.

Stop going to work to be fed - you didn't come to receive, you came to give.



6. Increase your capacity to work with different personalities.

God will often bless you through people you don't even like!



7. Remember where you are does not define where you are going.

This will deliver you from frustration.

God has a plan for your life.

Keep your eye on the prize.

When Peter did this, he was able to walk in what other people sank in!



8. Get the optimum results with minimal confusion.

Be effective without making the environment worse.



9. Don't be associated with one group or clique.

Labels limit your usefulness.

God wants you to work with everybody but be labeled by nobody.

Use all your gifts.



10. Always keep your song near you.

Hold on to your praise.

~Dinner @ Ikea~

Baked Salmon...taste not bad...


Swedish Meatballs~ not bad too...but not fantastic...heez...


a pic of me and xiao mei





hi peeps...yup...mouth-watering pics again?heez...forgot to take the chic wings though...haaz...met up with Leon's frens for dinner...nice bunch of peeps...heez...at first thought will be kinda paiseh cos do not noe them...but everything goes well...xiao mei is Leon's gan mei mei...interesting gal...especially the way she laughs...unique...hmmmz...oh yah...guess wat?it's like i think 2nd or 3rd time in my 21yrs of life that i visited Ikea...sua ku rite? mayb i dont travel that far for no reason..plus no purpose for me to go Ikea...at least this meet up is for dinner...haaz...hmmm...some comments about what are sold at Ikea...the soft toys sold there are really ugly...mayb don't use the word ugly lah...juz not really pleasing to the eyes...haaz...some are really weird...wonder will people really buy it...haaz...and i feel that the furnitures and other stuffs there are not as fantastic as i thought it was...i've always have the thought that they sell very unique and nice furnitures...but guess i'm wrong (own point of view though)...

anyway...giving comments time...how do you pronounce IKEA?
for mi, i pronounce it as I - K - Ee - a (each pronounced as its respective alphabets except for 'a' where it sounds like 'a dog' or maybe 'er' without the 'rr' sound...i used to pronounce it as EeKia...a language all singaporeans understand...but it is wrong...this is cos' it happened that my Australian lecturer brought in a video clip on entrepreneurs for us to watch...one of the entrepreneurs is the founder of Ikea...and he pronounced it as the way i now pronounce it as...but as usual...when i said it that way...most people became 'blur'...haaz...then i will have to use the singaporean language...anyway would like to know which is actually the correct pronunciation?

there's another word where people always mispronounce...Salmon...people always pronounce it as SELLMON...but IT IS WRONG! my GP tution teacher used to tell me that the 'l' should not be read out...i always correct people...but they just dont listen..oh well...i did help...but...haaz...

anyway...will stop here...hope this doesnt bore you...heez...

take care n God Bless~~

~Fire Conference on 30/06/06 and 01/07/06~

Fire Conference is juz so amazing...loved it! it rocks!...actually wasnt intending to go...but some frens kept asking me to go...so i decided mayb juz go for Fri's one...cos Sat i intend to go Batam to relax...too stress...plus long long 1 time got holidays from sch...however, after i went for the Fri's conf...i loved it!and had a feeling from God that i should go for the Sat's one too...so in the end the trip was cancelled so that i can attend Sat's conf...really great....see the number of people there? the indoor stadium is really filled...really amazed by what God can do!heez...and really amazed to see so many faithful believers, and even non believers attend...really feel happy when i see people getting saved...really...but really hope it's really from their heart that they really wana accept Christ...cos this is not something for fun...though it can be very tough being a christian...but it is juz so amazing when you see what God does in your life...His blessings...the miracle He does...all these are juz too wonderful...yup...happy to be a christian although sometimes i'm really tired of it...heez...human nature...haaz...

Anyway, for those who missed the Fire Conference...too bad...but the next one will be in Hong Kong next yr...try go ba...heez...

Oh yah...here to also let you readers know that on the 15th July 2006, there will be an event called Asian Idol at S'pore Expo Hall 3...4pm...dun miss it...it will be great! admission is free!!!...good deal rite?heez...hope to see u people there!!!~

Nothing is Impossible...

An 80 year old man was sitting on the sofa in his house along with his 45 years old highly educated son. Suddenly a crow perched on their window.

The Father asked his Son, "What is this?"

The Son replied "It is a crow".

After a few minutes, the Father asked his Son the 2nd time, "What is this?"

The Son said "Father, I have just now told you "It's a crow".

After a little while, the old Father again asked his Son the 3rd time, what is this?"

At this time some _expression of irritation was felt in the Son's tone when he said to his Father with a rebuff..

"It's a crow, a crow".

A little after, the Father again asked his Son t he 4th time, "What is this?"


This time the Son shouted at his Father, "Why do you keep asking me the same question again and again, although I have told you so many times 'IT IS A CROW'. Are you not able to understand this?"

A little later the Father went to his room and came back with an old tattered diary, which he had maintained since his Son was born. On opening a page, he asked his Son to read that page. When the son read it, the following words were written in the diary :-

"Today my little son aged three was sitting with me on the sofa, when a crow was sitting on the window. My Son asked me 23 times what it was, and I replied to him all 23 times that it was a Crow. I hugged him lovingly each time he asked me the same question again and again for 23 times.

I did not at all feel irritated I rather felt affection for my innocent child".

While the little child asked him 23 times "What is this", the Father had felt no irritation in replying to the same question all 23 times and When today the Father asked his Son the same question just 4 times, the Son felt irritated and annoyed.


So..


If your parents attain old age, do not repulse them or look at them as a burden, but speak to them a gracious word, be cool, obedient, humble And kind to them. Be considerate to your parents.

From today say this aloud,

"I want to see my parents happy forever. They have cared for me ever since I was a little child.

They have always showered their selfless love on me.

They crossed all mountains and valleys without seeing the storm and heat to make me a person presentable in the society today".


Nothing in this world is IMPOSSIBLE , coz the word IMPOSSIBLE itself says I M POSSIBLE..

~my hair~

Hair Dye juz finished applying on my hair...waiting...



hey...taking pic of mi again...



hair treatment time...waiting again...boredzzzz...

~my D&D pics~

Dat's me...dressed up for D&D...what i'm wearing is designed for joining the Best Dressed table...was commented by taxi uncle as selling beer... -__-'''''



Nails painting process...white base...and a red cross in the middle...


There there...done...my nails...ENGLAND!!(anyway does not mean i support England...juz dat i'm allocated to the England Zone for the D&D...




the man is my boss.........



Best Dressed Table - Ten Pretty Ladies plus Macho Man...haaz...