Monday, September 12, 2005

~sobz~

~Be anxious for nothing but in everything by prayer and supplication, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God which surpasses all understanding will guard your hearts and minds thru' Christ Jesus. Philippians 3:6~

*sobz* *sobz* sad sia...2dae early in the morning i cried very badly...ppl ask more i cry more...cos i'm really v sad...y?cos my supervisor leaving...haiz...2nd time in my stay in uob...haiz...really sad...den my other collegues joked that cos i always beat them...till they scared den leave...yah yah...where got such things?hahaha...but the reason was dat this supervisor of mine was head hunted...really a talented chap...smartest person i've known...he knows many things and he handles many situations well...after my 1st supervisor left...he was thrown with lotsa things to do with alot of responsibilites...n the results are all are well done...no wonder he got head hunted...haiz...gd for him though...but for mi?haiz...
he's really a gd supervisor i shld sae...when he took over the role...he's been teaching mi lotsa things abt work...making sure i noe everything i do not noe...not onli for work...he taught me my school work...he really noes his stuff...those module dat i asked abt...he will noe how to do...smart leh...hmmm...well...dat's him...sum1 with degrees and masters...and other certs...and experience...his future will be very bright man...*envy*...
hmmm...he's leaving at the end of dis mth...dat's fast...hmmm...he's been hinting abt leaving the past week...but i chose not to believe...but this morning sum1 asked mi abt it...den i noe it's confirmed...den i threw tantrum at him saying i'm not gona tok to him...den he noes that i've already know he tendered his resignation...so he held a small meeting, me, him and another collegue(the mgmt reporting team),to discuss abt his departure...wah...when i went into the meeting room, my tears kept on rolling down...non-stop...i refuse to talk...den he explained why he has to leave...den i told him i also got another offer(which he already knew)...n i wana leave too...but he advise me to stay on for the better...better not make rash decisions...hmmm...den after dat he told our boss smthg abt mi...den i was asked to 'chat' with the boss...during the 'chat'...we negotiated on the terms for promotion and pay rise...yah...i duno how it will be...but he promised to fight for me what i want...hope so i guess...been told that he all along wana promote me next yr...hmm...we even discussed of my future position after my graduation 1.5yrs later...which i may not noe whether i will still stay on anot...yah...guess mayb i hav to stay on(unsure abt wat will happen 1.5yrs later)...not onli cos of the better pay and position...but also cos this team not enuf ppl...canot let it fall juz like dat...hmmm...yah...
anyway...i really feel dat all these...be it the coming promotion or pay rise...it is all God's blessing to me...i can really feel it...Thank You Lord...i really feel soo blessed... :) ...hmmm...but still...i'm really v sad my supervisor is gona leave...but all i can say to him is All the Best~ he's sure gona make it big in near future...can really forsee it...he got the talents...mayb ask him head hunt me over nex time...wahahahhaa...hmmm...yah...it's gona be 10pm now...still in office...took quite long to finish dis cos was having a meeting juz now...yup...k...gotta stop here...take care all of ya...

God Bless n Love ya all~~~

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hey! You must not get to emotionally attached to your work. That is how life is, we all need to move on and accept changes. You can feel but feel with the heart. Maybe that is what makes you special as well. Do your best in whatever you do but remain professional at all times. You will grow to understand how all these works in due course

Siyin-Ann said...

yah yah...i noe...but in the meantime i think i gona stay on...but wat's up ahead i do not noe...hee...and i noe i've done my best for my work...n i'm gona do even better...yupz...will continue to move towards my aim...hee...