~y r ppl like dat?~

~submit yourselves, then to God. resist the devil, and he will flee from you. come near to God and He will come near to you. wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded. James 4:7-8~

2day i woke up with a bad throat...sian lor...den i keep coughing too...really wonder if i wld get fever tmr...hope not...hee...2dae quite slack @work...yah...but after peak period liao...hmmm...went orchard library during lunch...but cant get anything out of there...sian...lousy library...grrr...den when i got back to office...another collegue came over to my place to learn how to do my weekly reporting...den i juz sit bside him n slack...onli ans him when he ask how to do...hee...after he completed the reports...i continue to slack again...but at least during slacking got do some work...hee...
hmm...had a yummy dinner juz now...went pasta cafe with a collegue(another dept) and an ex collegue...shld hav another...but he last min got smthg on...hee...i din noe pasta cafe's biz is so gd...alot of ppl queueing up for dinner...hee...lucky we got there early...hee...i ate one of the lobster pasta...the price quite reasonable lor...n v filling...hee...after dat we went coffee bean tok tok...den left...hmmm...
oh yah...got an issue to tok abt regarding my title...juz wondering y can ppl be so stingy(ngiao)?i noe of afew ppl hu r like dat...n i really canot tahan them...but wat can i do?
there's 1 incident where i paid for smthg to a fren...but in the end didnt get it...so she was supposed to return mi the money...was supposed to be 20bucks...but she returned 10 onli...even the 10 i took quite great effort to get it back...when i tok abt paying mi back...she will juz pretend as if she nv hear it...so i juz kept quiet...i'm dat kind hu duno how to approach ppl to return mi money...i v scared it will affect frenship...but dis fren...there's another time she also pretended not to hear she owe mi money after i paid 1st...onli 1plus bucks...haiyo...so i juz let it go...
another fren is also like dat...i duno if she really forgets or purposely forget...but when she's the 1 hu pays 1st...she will remember it v clearly...even afew cents aso count until v impt...but the money she owed mi is like nothin...i kept quiet too...wat can i do?hmmm...guess next time i shldnt offer to pay 1st...'hao xin mei hao bao'...v disappointed with them...they can be so ngiao n calculative with such things..yet they can be so extravagant on themselves...*rolls eyes*
i aso got another fren...owes mi $150 since half a yr ago...keep on dragging...it really irritates mi alot...y when ppl need money i can lend it to them(provided i hav it) n they r fast in getting the money from mi...yet when i wan the money back...it seems ages to get it back...when they r in need...i try to help with my very best...but when i really need back the money...they disappear into thin air n i hav to suffer myself?haiz...i realy wonder wat's so gd with being helpful when i can get gd things bad in return?y r ppl ard mi like dat?haiz...till now i still haven got back my money...shld hav charged interest...grrr...i really hope all this kinda ppl do sit down n reflect on themselves...hmmm...
yup...that's wat i wana sae...hee...hope this does not offend anybody...juz my own experience n own opinion...hee...guess i'll stop here for the dae...bye all...
*hope wun get sick*
God Bless n Love ya~