juz updating~

hiyah! wow...been nearly a mth since i last update...my last update was about my new yr resolution?heheh...anyway i guess no one reads lah...haaa...so update is juz only for the sake of updating...haaz...
hmmm...one month has just past just like that...time really flies...many things happened...but shall not elaborate...haaz...
oh yah...another 1mth plus i will not need to put P Plate liao! woohoo!hahaaz...*watever...juz being random*
hmmm...got some thing wana mention about that happened today...actually many things happened...and really...God is amazing in revealing things to me...that i prayed and want answers for...and i got it! Amen! k...nvm abt that...
what i wana say was that the sermon today was about demonstrating compassion...we even prayed for the people on our left n right for God to intill in them compassion...not those fake ones...but the real compassion from God...n wow...God touched my heart...was taking bus home today...sunday afternoon...not alot of ppl...so got a seat behind but near the back door...was observing ppl in front...then, i saw an aunty (quite old liao ba) came up the bus...saw her limping abit...but what caught my attention was her cheerfulness...she found a seat in front...so sat down...but at the next stop, she saw another woman (more elderly than her) came up the bus...she quickly stood up n let her take the seat! so nice of her...den she limped to the standing area...smiling still...happy that she can give up a seat to that older grandma...then at the next stop, someone from the front got off the bus...so she limped back...sitting down...her smile never leave her face...(wanted to give up my seat for her...but she found it again though)...then about a stop b4 i was going to alight...another odl aunty came up the bus...and once again...this cheerful lady stood up and offered her seat...wow...she's just so full of compassion...she's soo nice! and always put on a smile too...at that moment i really preparing to stand up and let her take my seat...but...seeing her inconvenience in walking (my seat need to go up 2 steps before you reach the seat...)...sigh...i feel helpless...but then, she was also making her way to the back door...(she's alighting i thought)...her left hand at that time was holding on to the pole...and one more thing i noticed in her other than her smile and inconveniencd caused by her leg...her left wrist...it looked super swollen!oh my...at that moment i really feel tears in my eyes...a huge burden in me to pray for her...(i didnt pray with her though)...but immediately i keep praying for healing for her In Jesus Name...i really pray so hard for God to heal her right away...cos i noe the Lord loves her alot too...i was constantly looking at her wrist and prayed...was also trying to find a change to hold on to her while i said my prayers...then cos i gotta alight(same stop as her)...i stood beside her...the door opened...automatically i held her right arm to hep her down the bus...can also see that she was having some difficulty in alighting...can see her pain from her left wrist lor! yet she's trying to get down using her left hand to hold her weight!hmmm...i thank God for giving me a chance to hold on to her to help her down...though only that few seconds, i believe God will heal her! n guess wat? she was super grateful to me helping her down!she said she thought she might have to go up and down twice before really getting down the bus...and she was really happy i helped her...she didnt expect someone would help her...i felt soo happy...i felt happy that the Lord puts such a burden in me to care for her...n oh yah! she even asked me whether i've had my lunch...she wanted to give me a treat! oh...how nice this lady is...so sweet of her...but i was super full...so i didnt went with her...awww...but she's really nice lah...she made my day! i really pray and believe in God to heal her...not only her wrist...but her leg too...and i'm happy that the Lord gave me such a great compassion for even strangers in me...wow...Thank U Lord!
hmmm...yea...this is something i felt worth to blog about...i also pray that many of us will also be able to demonstrate compassion towards others...
k some inputs from service notes today...Demonstrating Compassion! (just a part of the whole service)
Defn of Defination: Deep awareness of suffering of Others coupled with the wish to relieve it; Sympathetic consciousness of other's distress, with a desire to alleviate it; Quality of understanding the suffering of others and wanting to do something about it; the desire to free others from their suffering.
Some pointers to note on Compassion:
1) God is Compassionate
2) Jesus whole Ministry was a Demonstration of Compassion
3) We are to live a life of Compassion
4) It is to be a lifestyle
5) We are to look out for the interests of others
6) Pure and undefiled Christianity is to respond differently from the world - not a self-focus & pride; Not act with partiality
7) God's protection is removed when we ignore the needy, Prov 28:27
8) We will One Day be judged on the basis of our compassion to the needy, Matt 25:31-46, James 2:13
9) Genuine love for God will demonstrate Compassion, 1John 5:2

Afew of the many pointers of Understanding Compassion:
1) Being concerned for others more than ourselves
2) Personal value of selflessness
3) Giving without expectation of return
4) Requires a Godly response : - Non-judgemental; forgiveness; acceptance; mercy; love
5) It is a God idea...NOT a Good idea

Treat demonstrating compassion as a lifestyle!!!


will stop here...God Bless n Love u!

Welcome Year 2008! Goodbye 2007~

Heya~ juz wana wish my ppl reading my blog a Happy New Year 2008! Yup...08 is finally here...oh my...it's here...so fast sia...May all of ya Have a Blessed year ahead...may every area of ur life be smooth sailing...n for my fellow brothers n sisters in CHrist! may u all keep on burning for the Lord and may great n many blessings come upon u!
anyway...07 just whiz past like dat...doesnt seem like 365days has gone lor...many things happen...in my life...my passing of driving in March...den my promotion at UOB...den exams over...1st church camp...den quit my job...got a new job...now as a graduate...taking Net Leaders Training lessons...Graduation Convocation...1st Youth camp...really many things happen lor...good...bad...but yup...2007 is still a good yr after all...esp when i grad n get a better job...hee...I really Thank God for all that has happened and all that He has given me...He really has given me countless blessings throughout the whole yr!
The Lord is ALWAYS so good...and Faithful! I love Him loads...hee...
Now...the new yr is here...wat r my New Year Resolutions? if im not wrong, most or maybe all my NY resolutions came to past...hee...happy...
here are my new ones...not in order though...
1) Keep Growing closer to God (be consistent in serving God, QT, etc...and also my vision..duno when can fulfill)
2) Be a leader (net leader)- really hope the youths can look up to me...or i got smthg for them to look up to...really love them loads...wonder if they noe...
3) Have a closer r/s with my dearest youths (i really love them and have great passion on them)
4) Have a close bonded family (and also salvation of my family)
5) Miracles seen in my 'The One' (actually got 5 for me)
6) Go on a holiday
7) Smooth sailing at work...gd r/s w colleagues...hoping for increment/promotion(thinkin too much...juz joined not long ago onli leh)
8) Closer r/s with my friends (ALL)
9) Learn cool sports...maybe water sports...(if time allows)
10) Maybe a partner? (no need too soon also can...no hurry for me...in Gods time?haa)...dowana make a wrong choice mah...

still have more...but canot remember..haazzz...
yup...these are my NY resolutions...muz work hard towards it!heehee...
I really do pray for a really great year in 2008...in Church, at Home, and even at Work~
For those with NY resolutions, i also do pray that urs will be fulfilled...all the best! May God Bless each and every one of u...take care...


To all my family members(even extended ones)...thanks for being my family members...there's a reason for each and every one of u being in my life! I love my Family...I love my DAD...I love my MUM...I love my Brothers!
To all the Youths of Region D, I really love ALL of u...u all are the gems in my heart...really happy to know each and ever one of ya...U ALL ROCKS!!!!
To my dear friends...thanks for being there...thanks for being my friend...i apoligise to those i seldom keep in contact due to my busyness...will try to find time k? i really miss alot of my friends...
To all my colleagues n ex colleagues...u all are great! great to work with u all...thanks...u all treat me well...cos im usually the youngest...therefore always being looked after...thanks!
Most importanlty, To God. Thanks for coming into my life...clensing my sins...Loving me unconditionally...countless blessings on me...teaching me...being with me..guiding me...giving me strength, wisdom, peace...walking with me...reminding me...answering my prayers...and many many more...you are always so Faithful...so wonderful...miracles happen in my life...Thank u Lord...I love u Lord...and it's not only abt me...i thank the Lord for blessing other ppl ard me...n Lord...u r Amazing...Thanks...

vertical marathon~

wah...didnt noe running for verticle marathon could be that bad...oh yah...VM is running up the staircase...the number of storeys in Millenia Towers is i think 42...thank God i took part only for the relay...if not i think i might need to be sent to the hospital even before i finish running...there's even the 2X VM lor...whereby they will conquer the stairs twice!yucks!...mine is a relay...therefore only 10 storeys high...but...arghh...i thought it's chicken feet...but i nearly dieded...hahahaha...when i got the 'baton' (it's a white rubber band actually), i just sprint up lor...sooo much energy within me...BUT...alamak...didnt expect myself nearly unable to move when i was heading up my 6th storey...no matter how much energy i have,didnt really perspire...n really have the urge to pass to the 3rd person, both my legs juz cant really move!!!!oh my...didnt noe this will happen!!!my front thigh muscles just got numb!have to drag my 2 legs up slowly in the end...sian...when i reached, i just sat on the floor...legs couldnt really move sia...scary...many ppl experienced this too...wah sian lor...then i went back to the ground floor to rest...really cant move liao...till duno what time then i went back office to work...thereafter went Amore for New Body lesson...body toning...many movements (intensive)...and using of weights...great workout...perspire alot...haaz...guess tmr my whole body ache liao...hahahahaha
anyway gotta sleep...
oh yah...my maid went mad...sigh...problematic lah...not saying more abt this here...
nite all...
God Bless~~~

My Graduation Ceremony pics...17 Nov 07

bz bz bz

sigh...been super bz @ work...always OT till late...esp when work officially ends at 530pm...sigh...OT also no extra pay...everyday juz stare at the screen...cannot make mistakes...cos it will mean losses (in dollar terms)...but nevertheless...i still like to work...no choice...i'm a workaholic...haa...
oh yah...recently keeping OT-ing cos the person i took over has left...so i have to solely take over all the work functions...though there are other colleagues in the same unit...but each pair do different stuff...my supervisor on leave too...so i somehow have no one to turn to...really tough lor...each nite i will juz be thinking abt work...while sleeping will be dreaming abt work...mad rite?hmmm...even on my way home i will be thinking what have i missed out doing etc...thank God i do not need to study now...if not i duno what's gona happen to me...getting stress...my gastric symptoms are back...sigh...plus an add on to my rashes...sian man...however, i still wana thank God for always being with me...guiding me and giving me peace n strength...recently on monday i had a v v v bad scolding by my dad...i duno y too...but yah...it happened...till now i have yet to talk to him...partly cos im always home late...and i left home earlier than him for work...sigh...i really pray that things will go well...
k will stop here...
take care...God Bless~

after soo long...

hi peeps~
haaz...been lazy n bz to blog...heez...
previously was really caught up with giving tuitions...non stop...cos my students exams...but finally their exams over...left 1 more uni student whose exams will be in November...other than tuitions, i have been caught up w work...v bz lor...oh yah...working at CitiBank now...in Credit Ops as a Fraud Ananlyst in Fraud dept...learning alot at work...but really strggling n trying my best to catch up...cos the person im takin over is leaving soon...n i got really ALOT of things to learn...if i dun get to learn everything soon...guess i'll die sia...haaz...cos there's a big part that onli i will n must noe how to do...no others will noe...sigh...plus my boss is v strict...as for supervisor, he's still quite nice ba...hmmm...but at least i quite like this job scope...numbers n numbers...however some parts really difficult to catch up...emails flooding my mailbox everyday...n duno which to follow up n how to follow up at times...hmmm...
n 1 more thing which im not used to...it is to wake up v early as work starts at 830am...but ends at 530pm...heez...now is honeymoon period though...can leave on time...but guess soon gotta OT liao...hmmm...
anyway...will stop here...take care all~

God Bless~~

drained out...

wah...really tired...sigh...been giving ALOT of tuitions recently...not that i wanted it...but my students need it...actually i only have 2 students...n guess wat now? i've got another...not only that, he's from NTU and is a yr older than me! 1st time in my life i taught someone older than me!!!stress...moreover, during the 1st tuition on wed...i thought i broke the record to teach for 4hrs straight...i taught from 8.30pm till 12.30am!!!however, today was then the record-breaking timing...7hrs!!!really brain dead...but this student can still go on lor! if i hadnt told him i canot take it anymore, i guess he would have continued till 1am!luckily i did not decide to go home rest after the wedding lunch today...went straight to teach at 4.30pm...ended at 11.30pm...skipped my dinner...no appetite...really tired...can see that he wasnt quite happy when i said i wana leave...cos i have yet to help him finish his tutorials...but boh bian lah...hmmm...
i've been teaching for nearly everyday lor...this week only friday i get to take a break(cos got NET)...other days teaching...plus i'm working part time at a travel agency these 2 weeks...tired tired...hmmm...
yawnz...i need sleep now liao...gotta stop here...update again when i'm free...take cafe all!

God Bless!

wahzzz...

wow...i was amazed by how God is protecting me...not only physically...but also emotionally! anyway u might find it nothing great...but i find it something great and i really thank the Lord for it...k...i was home not long ago...and right after steeping into my home for less than a minute...i suddenly saw my maid rushing to close the window...n guess what i saw? i super huge downpour which is just so sudden! yah...though now it stopped...but wat i meant was just now...if i were to walk abit slower or went over to my aunty's shop (which actually i wanted to but didnt see her when i walked past), i would have caught the heavy rain...and i tell u...i guess i will really be even more demoralized and depressed...and i guess i might even start to cry...but The Lord protected me...He knows i must have felt lousy and might cry any moment...and also to protect me from getting sick (if i were to be caught in the rain)...yeah...i really felt that way...though i wasnt thinking much for the past couple of hours...but i noe n guess if i was caught in the rain juz now...i would have cried...
anyway...i feel so lousy cos i 'failed' at an interview today...the job there is a v gd opportunity...but i really duno where i went wrong...sigh...i sensed a bad feeling...plus the interview was the shortest one i've had as compared to all my other interviews...sigh...really sad...i actually rejected one of my rejected job offer cos i really hope to get this...but...nvm...i told myself not to regret when i decided to reject that job offer...so i am not to regret! hmm...oh i noe i 'failed' cos i asked the one who referred me to this opening...sigh...oh yah...i was told by the interviewer that i look v different from my pic in the resume...she said the resume pic look more matured...n my current look so much younger...*izzit???*...haaa...i see no diff...
hmmm...anyway...i'm still waiting for another job to reply...wonder if i will be shortlisted for 2nd interview...i also just send my resume to another company...hopefully there's a chance of getting a job soon...
i musn't feel sad...yah...but yah...juz now after the interview i really nearly wanted to cry...n guess wat?to de-stress...i went shopping!!!spent alot...but thank God that i used the vouchers my ex team members gave me...heez...
k will stop here....take care

God Bless~

some piccys to show...

dats me n Mr Anthony Goh...he juz left UOB...hee...(this pic was taken during the 'ambush')
my cousin n Rexie~
Paw, Rex!
yawnzzz...he's tired...
rex!

dat's Hans...Kev's doggy
Hans again...(btw duno i spell correctly anot)
dats me n Darryl...10yrs nv see him...he has grown...wahahaha
Darryl n Ber
Ber n Me!!!

Le Le~
a game of Cranium
trying to solve...
me n Nana~
wat r they doin?haaz...

juz abit of updates...

hi there...yawnz...tiring day...with bodyaches...haaz...k will update for fri to sun ba...
on friday...super tiring day...really...really didnt expect that...i woke up quite early cos my parents have to head to the airport as they goin to Bangkok (was supposed to go...but i didnt go)...i was awakened by my mum lor...she keep saying she's on the way home...ask me quickly go prepare...in the end waited for 2hrs i guess...they were rushing like mad when they came home...i also quickly ate the food they bought...ate v little only...den off we go to the airport...another of my aunty followed to accompany me...y accompany me?cos after going to the airport i gotta go do delivery!!!cos my parents no time to bring the goods back to my dad's factory...so gotta ask me to do...grrr...
(nearly 12pm) after alighting them off at the airport, i took over the driver's seat...n headed off to Jurong...a long drive...after we delivered the goods, me n my aunty headed home (she stay near me though)...at her place, i stayed awhile...den send her son home...which is also nearby...den i played with Rex for awhile...oh yah...after i sent my aunty back, we got a call from the factory asking me to go over...got a table there needed to send it over to another aunt's house...so boh bian...after playing w Rex, i headed back to Jurong again...alone...den from Jurong, i delievered it to Tampines...the other aunty followed as she was at the factory...den at Tamp, after moving all the things up her place...i saw another table!!! gotta send it back to Juring!!!!...she followed too...n off i go...back to Jurong...i was really really tired liao...esp when the jam is activating at that time liao...i'm not driving auto car k...i'm driving the pick up...after sending the table back to Jurong, i headed to Toa Payoh as i wana visit my ex colleague...his last day...i also alighted my aunty there (shld be alighting her back at Tamp...but i really no time liao)...on the way to TPY...cos already nearly 6pm...the jam was really bad...really tired...first time where i drove soo much of the pick up in the day...plus is long distances...n during the jam..its really moving v slow...wah...my feet nearly got numb by always clutching in...pain...n i tired till the part i was supposed to exit at TPY...but...i duno where i exit...a small exit b4 tpy...den up to an ulu n dead end place...alot of construction too...so gotta do duno how many point turn cos v v narrow road...im really tired lor...when i reached my ex office, i quickly deman some food from my ex colleagues...by that time is already 7pm...8-9hrs didnt eat...drink abit of water only...after chatting w them awhile...i headed to Futsing...got Missions meeting instead of Net...thereafter i went home to rest abit...den abt 12am i headed to Kevin's house to play games w the other youths...went home around 4am...slept at 430am...
(so the summation for the places travelled are...
Changi Airport to Jurong Quality Road
Quality Road to Upp Aljunied
Upp Aljunied to Macpherson
Macpherson to Quality Road
Quality Road to Tampines
Tampines to Quality Road
Quality Road to Toa Payoh
Toa Payoh to Jln Besar
Jln Besar to Joo Seng Road
hahhaaz...sian rite?now i somehow noe how taxi drivers feel...haaz...)

woke up at 730am to prepare to go tuition...yawnzzz...tired lor...after giving tuition, i went for my aerobics classes...the time slot that used to be for Kickboxing was changed to New Body...wow...have to hold weight in both my hands for the exercise...canot stop lor...if really wana rest, no more than 10secs...my arm nearly break...esp during water break, my and shakes while holding the bottle...haaz...did those exercises for 45mins...den the next 10mins crunches...afew hundred counts of it...den i stayed on for another lesson...Steps Workout...shld be for Advance or Intermediate ppl...but i went lah...wah...blur sia...the ppl were v fast! i see till blur...only able to do abit...but wah...tiring too...haaz...after exercising n washing up, i headed for Edge...right on time...heez...after Edge, we went for dinner at Bishan the usual S11...n usually we will go playground n hang out after dinner...but not that nite...everyone was like 'bye, going home liao'...haaz...so me, Serena, and JL headed to my cousin's place...wana show them Rex...haa...fun lor...we played w Rex for abt 30mins or so...he was like pouncing on me n licking me all over when we reached...he gave JL a shock ashe was quite huge...haa...den i sent them home...
den today, woke up early again...nearly dowana wake up though...went for LIW class...today's lesson not bad...there's one part which the teacher say...duno how it linked up to the lesson though...but i find it quite true...it's about really valuing people around you...friends or spouse or other family members...saying It pays to be generous to them! Learn to be generous!...for example on happy occasions like ur fren (or others) got promoted or did well in exams...show a small gesture to surprise them to show that u r really happy for them other than just congratulating...it really makes a difference...it can be treating a meal or even just a drink...or send cards...it's true lor...like for me...i've just graduated...my frens are happy for me...i've got Teck n ZD treating me steamboat @ Coca...Thanks! i really appreciate it...plus is my fav steamboat...i've also got Florence to treat me to Sizzlers...yummy...thanks Jie...i really feel blessed lor...i've got such great frens around me to bless me...i mean its not cos they treat me den i say they are great...they r always my good frens...got other frens too lah...haaz...but sad to say...cos i graduated, im asked by my youths to treat them...oh no...i now no income...canot treat lah...gotta wait till i get a job and pay first ba...hmmm...but i really find that the phrase about beng generous is true...i mean dun need to be super generous lah...but at least dun stingy can liao...haaa...i actually cant stand it when i see guys like dat...i think if guys are stingy at the start...den next time no need to find other half liao...haa...esp when starting to wana noe someone...haaz...it's not that a guy has to pay for everything...but at least offer to pay first...anyway...depends on situation...but hey...not dat the gals dun pay k...unless the gals the guys noe are canot make it kind...only spend ppl's money...haaa...cos i've met a couple of realy horrible guys in the past b4...wana noe me yet super stingy...only pay for their share onli (pls lah...working ppl liao...not enough money to pay both share FIRST meh?still wana ask ppl out leh!!!)...i mean i dun mind on dutch...but i'm someone where 1st impression is v impt...if 1st outing already like dat..means thereafter also...very pek chek to go out w such ppl...i mean if the guy were to pay first, i will surely pay after dat...he will den decide whether to take it or not...oops...duno y go into this topic...abit no link to being generous...or maybe hav abit lah...cos suddenly think of this really turns me off...i'm fine w my own frens taking out their share only(but most of my frens will pay first den split later...haaz...better)...but if i were to noe guys chasing me like dat...i guess dats it...haaa...will not really meet up the person liao...hmmm...i guess i can say im generous to my frens ba...provided im not broke lah...these few mths im sorry to my frens...cant really treat at times...have to be abit calculative...cos no income...no savings...so yah...bear with me...when my track is back to normal will be ok le...haaa...hmmm...k...after class is service...wah...ended quite late...den i went to meet up w my pri sch frens...actually got 5 of us...in the end is 3...where one is Ber...my all time good fren...another is Darryl...we only communicate online...nv seen him for 10yrs...haaa...a realy good catch up for the day...we talked back into the past...haaz...will arrange to meet up soon ba...heez...den i went to Mei n Hui's house...where i did the Personality test thingy...am a ESTP - The Doer...haaz...got abt 70% like me only...haaz...we talked...den dinner at 8plus at the restaurant in the condo...den back up to play Cranium...den home...wah...tired...tink will fall asleep anytime though...haaz...
that's how i've spent my past 3 days...tiring rite?haaz...k will stop here...take gd care...

God Bless~

*mayb got some pics of Rex later on~

how ar???

sigh...in a dilemma...abt jobs...sigh...pray pray pray...need God's ans...God's direction...hmmm...
now is abt 12.10am...juz back from a run...forgot how long...for 20mins or so ba...ave pace...maybe near to or abt 3plus km ba...tired...haa...but while jogging...i talked alot to God...thought i didnt hear from Him...but i more or less know wat i gona do...and i canot n wouldnt regret ba...but instead continue to praise God no matter what the outcome will be...heez...
k gotta rest...still got another 2 interviews later in the morning and afternoon...hmmm...

take care
God Bless~

my past few days...

hiya all...yawnzzz...i've been lazy to update actually...haaz...actually wana update when i got my final results...but too lazy till now...haaa...
yup...i've GRADUATED! haaz...i'm now a graduate liaoz...heez...finally...after all my 'hard work'...haaz...some frens might be thinking 'got hard work meh?'...haaz...cos i'm the type who doesnt study one...haaz...but really..it's really tiring to work n study lor...but wat to do...for my future career advancement...i have to take this route...guess after i've started to work n save, i will save up for further studies ba...gona see which area i am gona focus at work...den study on that area...hmmm...though i really hate studying...but i really need those certs lor...cos in this generation...a degree is really not enough...hmmm...
anyway...i should really say that the Lord is really amazing...during the time i have yet to get my last results, the interview rates are less than 5...but after i got my last results (which already mean i'm a grad liao), i've attended quite alot of interviews liao...though most outcomes duno yet...but it's really not bad liao to be able to go for interviews...i really learnt alot in handling with questions asked by them...
i've already been to some banks for interview...afew recruitment agencies and a couple of others...there's one position to be a headhunter...i find it a cool job...haa...but haven got replies yet..hmmm...there's one of the bank in which im asked to go for 2nd round interview at the HR tmr...hmmm...duno if i really shld take it up if i got thru...cos i will have other interviews coming along mah...furthermore, i wasn't realy keen on the job scope of that bank...but cos it's dat bank...i really wana try get in...meaning if no matter how much i dislike the job scope, i wana get in...unless other banks appeal to me...which i will onli get to be interviewed maybe this week or next...sigh...duno how...but i'm gona give it all to God...hee...anyway, for that bank...wah...the 1st round of interview was really erm...duno how to explain...it's usually that if the interviewee not keen or interviewer tot the interviewee not suitable, after 1st interviewer den dat's it...interview will be over...if interviewee keen and interviewer thinks interviewee good...den will proceed to 2nd interviewer...and usually stop there...but i managed to talk my way through (1st interviewer abit buay song me cos she can sense that i'm hesitant about the job)...got the 2nd interviewer to talk to me...n guess wat? i still got 3rd interviewer lor!!! was classified as 'special case' sia...haaz...n now i'm even selected to go for 2nd round interview w HR...guess i'm good huh...haaz...really confused if i shld get the job if it goes rite...cos the headhunter job i seem to like it too...except that no replies from them yet...plus tmr got another interview after the HR interview...duno if dat is good...be a market analyst...cool job...den i've got calls from other recruitment agencies about other banks' vacancies...den gona have interviews too...hmmm...sigh...duno how sia...muz really pray hard lor...need a direction...but God is really good...not only He blessed me with good results...He also blessed me with many interviews...at the right time cos after i can certify that im a grad liao...hmmm...onli dat now quite confused which shld i get...but i still Thank God o matter wat...
hmmm..oh yah...abt the past few days...it has been good...fri got interview, den lunch w fren, den net...sat is giving tuition, cafe duty at Edge, den met up ex colleagues w their family for dinner...den on sun...service, den lunch w hilda n gang, sleep, met up serena they all cos Pat n Charis n kids are back...den today is interview, den met up ms Tang for chit chat n dinner...
for yesterday, it's been great...lunch after service is not bad...glad dat kev,hilda n jacky asked me along for lunch...if not...i might juz head home without eating...they r really nice...they always welcome me...and told me that if i happen to wana join another grp they r fine w it...so i hang out w hilda they all...they r heartwarming n i definitely feel included...n not left out...thereafter i went home...cos nothing to do...n cos got bad headache...i took a nap...till Joanne called me to inform me Pat n Charis are back w the kids...ask if i wana join them...1st time i was asked to join them when they are already out...glad...the meet up wasnt that bad...happy to see Pat n Charis n the kids...missed them alot...but was quite unhappy abt smthg...which im not mentioning...the thought of if pissed me off...was thinkin i'm actually wasting my time being worried abt it...not worth...aiya heck lah...think abt it also sian...after the meet up, Pat n Charis w the kids left for other place, whereas the grp went for dinner...me n Jocelyn each ferried afew to their eating destination...i didnt go cos my bro need the car mah...but i went kfc to da bao food home to eat...
as for today, i slacked at home for awhile b4 going for interview...den met up w Ms Tang...wah...really haven met her up for v long...always told her i miss her...n yup...we met up...we've got soo much to chat abt...was really happy...though we dun always meet up...we are still as close as ever...enjoying each other's presence...plus she's a sis in Christ too...we say grace together...we talked abt church together...really fun...plus i can really sae i'm really myself when i'm with her...actually i shld sae i'm really myself when im w my 'outside' frens...meaning not from church...i am super nonsense n a real joker...not only w ms tang onli...i feel i am myself with most of my pri,sec n jc sch frens...n also my ex colleagues! i am loud...i do stupid n nonsense stuffs to make ppl laugh...i say lame stuffs...n we r all really happy...really...today i really laughed alot...onli within that few hours...my happiness overwhelms the past 2wks of happiness...thanks Ms Tang for being around...laughing w me...at me...n at my nonsense...u noe me the best!u brought out the Me in Me...thanks!muackz!!! love u lots gal!cant wait for the next meet up!heez...anyway...actually today there's an outing at sentosa w the grp as they intend to bring Sean Sean out to play...but...cos i wasnt informed of anything abt the deatils of wat time n where to meet...but i didnt go...but nvm...at least i had fun w my dear ms tang...
anyway..gotta stop here...either watch drama or sleep...tmr got 2 interviews...plus i might be going for tuition...gona learn some JC mathematics...haaz...

take care ppl
God Bless~

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Sean Sean

Pat n Zoe

Zoe and me!

our food - outing with Ms Tang

Waruku

Star fishcake in the soup!

yumz...sliced beef n spicy soup base...

my fingers' shape~

real ants inside...i tot was fake at first! i even shaked it upside down!!!

dat's me! together with my darling Ms Tang! nice pic!