~wah...wat's with me for this yr man?~

wahz...2dae is really not a very good day for me...in the morning especially...sigh...yup...i know my boss is back...means will kena alot...and true enough...i really kena-ed ALOT from him...sigh...in the morning...before i can start doing my work (which is alot as it's the beginning of the month...), my boss summoned me into his cubicle...sigh...and there he goes...Yak n Yak n Yak!...i think it's really God that helped me to control my temper...last time, i'm someone who used to talk back and shout back at my boss...but now...i juz kept quiet...juz let him finish scolding...then i go back and do my work...anyway for today...i really juz kept quiet...controlling my temper...plus it's also that i really totally have no idea how to do the changes to the numbers...and totally do not know which are the most updated numbers! all along my supervisor had been doing the necessary changes and we (or i) are really not informed of which should be the correct figures. those are budget 2007 numbers and they are always changing it...how would i noe which is the correct? and my supervisor is not around...therefore i really do not noe anything about the numbers...and there i am...tried my best in finding the most updated and 'correct' numbers i could ever find in the shared driver...and did out a template for him...never did i know he had a hard copy of some presentation on duno when and the numbers do not tie! i really duno how to explain what happened at that time...but i know i was scolded from head to toe...(really innocently scolded! i mean i totally do not know what's going on and i'm taking all the shitty blame!)...i was totally lost at that time...totally kept myself quiet...den he kept on bombarding me 'So How? the numbers dun tie! i'm going to submit the numbers in and you r going to be responsible for it! it's 1mil difference you noe?!'...i really have nothing to say lor...really...juz kept quiet n continue to let him scold...thereafter he said 'Aiyah, i duno you all lah! Tomorrow all just resign lah!'...i was totally shocked by wat he said lor...really...the word 'resign' really just hit me hard! i juz left the cubicle...and tears just start rolling down my eyes...again...and this is only the 4th day of 2007...been crying for these few days...realy dun understand wat's wrong with me...y have i become someone who cried alot? where's my strong front? sigh...when i went back to my seat..i really juz stared blankly at my screen...and keep thinking about resigning...i really duno what to do...sigh...guess u all juz wun understand how i feel...sigh...(why are so many shitty things happening in this yr? it's only afew days and i've faced so much shit!)...anyway...awhile later my boss came back to nag again...but i think he saw me crying (my tears lah)...thereafter, for the morning, i wasn't really nagged at...but still, i have to produce the template and figures for him...but i did other work first...sigh...but it's still not the reports i'm supposed to be doing...have to clear some request by other people...didnt even have time to go have lunch...actually really no appetite to eat...(but was being nagged at to eat)...so i asked my colleague to da bao a fillet burger for me...ate it and continue w my work...after done with the requests by other ppl, i'm back to doing out the new template for my boss...den my whole afternoon was juz doing that...being called in and out...together with Florence...glad that at least she helped me abit...den about the evening, i've finally cleared my boss...as in the work...but...the numbers still do not tie...means i really gotta be responsible for the numbers...cos it's a huge cut...sigh...if this yr the cashplus team not enough money den i'm responsible lor...sian rite?i'm not in cashplus team...but i'm doing and facing so much shit for them...sigh...
after all has been cleared, i finally got time to do my own reports liao...but...i'm long long overdue in submitting the report...so now i'm really rushing it out!heez...now still in office lor...11pm liao...really tired...wana go home asap!hmmm...
hopefully tmr no need to OT...cos got dinner w family n relatives...yay...heez...
k gotta stop...continue w work liao...byeee...
take care n God Bless~

~wat a day...!~

wah sian...not long ago reached home only lor...grrr...work lah...n juz now i worked till i didnt noticed it's 9pm...a time which i'm supposed to go home as i've told my mum i'll go home ard that time...in the end i stayed in office till 11.30pm...den took cab home...sigh...n still got lots to do...guess gotta go office early tmr(today)...sigh...another thing which made me even more sian is cos my access cannot be used! my userid is striked off lah...oh yeah...no more uob staff liao...wahahahaa...aiya cos me n my ex team have yet to submit the form to change our access to another division...den our old division (CCOC) so ngiao n selfish lah...juz took away our access even after we told them to extend n give us abit more time due to some reasons (they took away our access without us even knowing when! so idiotic!!!)...stupid lah...once no access...got ALOT of things canot do lor...but u all might think if canot do good wat rite?den no need to do any work...but no lor...i will have to borrow userid from my colleague to continue with my work...plus got alot more to do lor...sigh...so tiring...my month end report still got alot more...den my weekly report not completed yet...sigh...this is juz so shitty...1st day of work(for the yr) n i'm facing so much liao...sian...tiring...really tired of all these nonsense liao...i love my job...but i really juz hate some nonsense...nonsense from my boss (not supervisor lah)...he's someone who's totally v kiasi...and always points fingers at others when being questioned...not only that...he DID NOT even take effort to know what we are doing...expects us to know everything...when he himself knows nothing! arghhhh!!!...he can be someone v nice...but most of the time...i tell u...u can really dislike him...ALL his nonsense...sigh...all he wants is his face...always so scared of throw face...if really that scared, y didnt he even take the effort to know more of what we r doing?worse of all...he likes to push work or things that we totally do not noe how to do...LAST MIN...and muz complete asap!arghhh...if we canot produce...will complain n scold us for being slow...and remark that we did not meet our KPIs...sigh...duno wat to say man...we are all juz innocently being blamed...he can really 'force' many to quit lor...really...he's also at times so unreasonable till he didnt even give chance to ppl in the toilet...still press on for current status(did not occur to me lah...but another colleague)...ppl on leave he also 'force' them back...wat the...arghh...den when he's on leave he'll still be on leave (but will still handle some urgent work matters when needed lah...but is reluctantly and keep on scolding, nagging and complaining...so gu niang lor!)...moreover...he loves to go on leave at the wrong time of the month...even if he already know it's the wrong time...he will still take the leave...n he's also juz soo fake at times...duno how to explain...but juz v fake...sigh...v disappointed y he's like dat...wonder he ever knows he's juz so unreasonable n many canot stand him anot...he really portrays a bad image of a Christian!sigh...k...better not judge...not for me to judge but is for God to judge him...
k enough of complaining...tired le...still gotta wake up early for work...he'll be back 2dae(thursday) from his leave...sigh...need to prepare ear plugs man...sian...guess i'll sure kena alot...sigh...

k nightz to all...take care n God Bless~

~sigh...~

hi people...sigh...it's the 3rd day of the yr!...but! it's the 1st day of work for the yr!!! arghhh...got lots to do for these few days...month end report...sigh...alot sia...plus my weekly report...grrr...came in early juz now to clear my work...sigh...
anyway...my day yesterday was quite...i duno...gave tuition till abt 2plus...den i head off to East Coast park alone...juz want some alone time...actually my schedule was to watch Death Note 2...but i dropped the idea...n decided to go EC alone...on my way there, i slept...but was awaken my someone who called my name...woke up n saw Timothy n Marcus in the same bus as i am...they were on their way to Parkway...they walked me to the entrance to the underpass n left...then from there...i walked...walked to somewhere near Coasta Sands Chalet there (walked too much till my left leg super pain sia...)...camped at one of the break water there...sat there from 3plus till 7plus...during that time...i made myself uncontactable...juz want some alone time...cried once again...but my best fren was kinda worried abt me...actually didnt wana tell him my whereabts...but i let him noe anyway...he came to look for me at 6plus...den we sat there till 7plus n left...really glad he came...his presence made me feel more at ease...really...thanks alot!anyway...actually i dun intend to eat the whole day...but while i was giving tuition, my cousin cooked my share without me knowing...so i gotta eat no matter wat...and as for dinner...since my best fren was there...he WOULD NOT let me DUN EAT...so no choice...gotta eat...we walked to Ampang Yong Tau Fu eat...den went bowling...totally suck at it...den went for pool...also totally suck at it...den took a cab home...and wash up n sleep...tired...
hmmm...anyway...was really wondering whether the time alone was fruitful...i didnt think much at that time...juz kept myself quiet...looking at the sea...and juz let the wind blow...but at least i let myself have some alone time...ppl call me i either dun ans or juz off my phone...sorry mum that u couldnt find me...(she scolded me this morning complaining that i cannot be found!)...hmmm...no choice...was not in the mood...sigh...y muz it turn out this way?...juz so sad...have made some decisions...(only do not know if i can make myself do it...will see as time goes...)...hmmm...k will stop here...got lotsa work to rush!...take care allz~

God Bless!~

~i guess the yr 2007...~

will be a year which i cry alot...y?cos i cried not onli on the 1st day of the new yr...i even cried on the 2nd day...sigh...very disappointed...really duno wat i shld do...

~prank~

anyway...my bro juz told me it should be my dad who played the prank...not him...my dad...aiyo...too bad he's not around...if not i will nag at him...waahahhaaz...

~Welcome 2007~

YEAH! it's 2007 liao...wow...1 yr really past v fast...not long ago i was still in 2006...but now...i'm already in 2007! time really flies...n now, not only do i have to let go of wat i dowana bring from 2006 to 2007, i also have to think of what am i going to do for this whole yr of 2007...
last night was really a thinking night for me...think over the yr....haaz...been standing by the window from 11plus(in 2006) till 12plus(in 2007)...wah!think for 1 yr sia...haaz...hmmm...in dat abt 1hr...i really went into deep thoughts...the wind that blows towards me really soothens down my mind...at first i was in deep thoughts alone...den awhile b4 the countdown, my (bestest)fren came beside me and think...and also talked to me...at that time i was so troubled with a couple of thoughts...1st was relationship...think i've decided to put it aside...2nd was friendships...sigh...this is smthg which is v impt to me...i treasure frenships alot...i treasure those frens around me...but...but...i nv feel those whom i really treasure to really treasure me as fren...mayb i'm sensitive...i duno...anyway, only the fren who talked to me last night really noe how i am feeling at that time...n what r those sad things i've faced...he said many took me for granted...i guess so...but am i still gona let it happen? i duno...cos i've been trying very hard over these 3plus yrs le...i still cant be as close with them as they are with each other...sigh...n guess what...this matter brought the 1st few tears of 2007 down my cheeks...i really pray hard for things to get better...and i guess i really have to hand everything to God...He knows what is best for me...
hmmm...anyway...i've got quite afew things to achieve in this yr 2007...
1. To have a better n closer relationship w God
2. To also have good relationship w my family...
3. To pass my driving in March 07 (really praying hard...i gotta practice hard too!)
4. To graduate by June 07 (really dowana fail anything at all!)
5. After graduation, have to achieve my aim of getting the position i shld get and the pay too!
6. After graduation to save up enought to go for a trip...a relaxing trip...
7. and the list might go on anytime...

haa! yah...so here it goes...heez...
oh yah...wah...when i came home abt 2am in the morning...i nearly screamed my head off in the toilet...haaa...nearly woke up my parents...n i called my bro to scold him...haaz...y? cos they played a prank on me!grrrr...wat a yr to start! haaz...when i reached home, i changed and go brush teeth...i decided not to on the light at first...so juz brush my teeth...thereafter, i duno y i juz go on the lights...den i nearly screamed! and was soooo angry!!!haaz...cos i saw a pile of 'shit' on the floor under the basin!!! i was like...OMG...lucky i didnt step on it! i kept staring at it for quite some time...it looked super real lah...i nearly wana wake my parents up to scold ppl...but i didnt cos they were sleeping soundly...so i quickly rang up one of my bro...the first thing i said was 'who the hell shit on the toilet floor?!'...after a while, he burst out laughing...i was like '??!!!'...haaz...den he told me it's fake...my other bro bought n put it there! i was like 'wat the hell!'...haaz...it looked damned real lor...really...but i still didnt dare go touch it...juz go sleep 1st...still in doubt if its real...haaz...den in the morning i woke up to go toilet...the 'shit' was gone lah...den i juz imagine maybe they cleared it...still in dreamland mode...haaaz...den went back to sleep...i slept till 12pm...when i woke up...i was like nagging at my bro y they put the shit there...haaaz...then not long later my other bro who put the shit there woke up...i was complaining to him lor...den asked where he put it now...he put it on my bed top...grrr...wah it looks real lor...really...no joke...haaz...
hmmm...k will end here...
Happy New Year to all of u! Goodby 2006 and Hello 2007! May all of you have a great yr ahead...and your yr filled with love, peace, joy...n lots more! stay happy always...n God Loves all of u! God Bless~

take care~

~oh yah...~

the link for my pics...i lazt to post here lah...go to the link to enjoy the fotos!

*ps...some albums are not up yet...no time!!!

http://s93.photobucket.com/albums/l42/frengal/

~post b4 the yr 2006 ends~

hi people~ i'm back!! haaz...been abt 2 weeks since i last post...the past 2 wks have been a bz week for me...heez...cos after my last post, i went to Bangkok for a short trip with 2 of my secondary school frens...my very good frens...they are Choon Kiat n Jiin Rong...it's been a fun trip...mostly shopping...and travelling (by taxi or my cousin's cars)...we stayed at my cousin's house which was away from town abt 40km...this means abt an hr ride...most of the time we slept during the journey...heez...hmmm...now i will talk abit abt my trip over there...

our flight is on 17th Dec 2006...6plus...at the Budget Terminal...wah...very 'lok kok' lor...really budget...wahahahaz...we even have to walk up the steps into the plane...heez...small plane also...Tiger Airways...haaz...our flight was slightly delayed...duno y...took us abt 2 hrs to reach i guess...actually i duno...nv keep track of the time...then we reached Bangkok airport...abit cock up at the custom...forgot to ask my cousin her address...sigh...shld have put we stayed in hotel...den wun have so much trouble...met my cousin at the airport with her 2 kids...therafter we head for dinner abt somewhere near her place...den went to her place...she prepared 2 rooms for us...so nice of her...i stayed in the same room as her daughter...and CK n JR in another room...couldnt really remember wat we did that nite b4 we sleep...i think i helped Claire(my cousin's daughter) with her puzzle...(500pcs! OMG!)...haaz...the guys were pestered by Nick (my cousin's son) to help him with his Lego...(guess wat, the guys didnt play lego in their whole life b4!...in the end i was the one who helped nick complete his Lego...but CK n JR helped Claire with her puzzle)...hmmm...on the 1st day, i woke up at ard 8plus bkk time...the guys were still sleeping...actually for the next few mornings i wake up at 8plus and they wake up at 11plus...PIGS!!!haaz...guys are juz guys...heez...every morning i will juz walk ard...den have breakfast...den bathe...and lastly...spend time waking them up...really a difficult task sia...i will have to sit on them, beat them, bite them...still dowana wake up only after quite some time(even asked nick n claire to disturb them to wake up!)...hahahhaaz....they came back to s'pore with many injuries...haaz...on the few days, we went to places like MBK, Pratunam, Siam Paragon, Pratunam Market, Siam Square, Platinum (i 'kop' a cup from the Swensens there...oops!)...The Mall and Lotus (off town)...and lastly on the last night, we went Suan Lum Night Market...nice place...got Ferris Wheel too...we took it...fun...actually i enjoyed the last night most...most shopping too...oh yah...did i sae dat i spent the most amongst us 3?haaz...spent 10,000 Baht...haaz...but most of the things i bought are for ppl...onli a couple of things for myself...spent alot on transport n food too...the food there are ok lah...but i kinda dislike the foodcourt cos muz always buy coupons b4 buying food!but the food cheap lah...but small serving though...enough for mi but not for the guys...heez...also on the last night, we had a fun journey back to my cousin's house...cos on the last night, we have to go back to my cousin's place ourselves...Claire(who knows how to speak Thai) is not with us or my cousin didnt come n fetch us...so we took a cab ourselves...luckily i got my cousin's add with me...plus afew thai words in there...i read the words out to the taxi driver...Thank God he knows and is willing to take us...(this is bcos the place is v far off town...n not many taxi drivers are willing to take such passengers)...during the journey, we were all v tired...we will usually sleep in the taxi...but this time all of us...even the most pig JR is awake!(he will sleep whenever he can!)...y? cos the driver is super 'zai' lor...the way he drives...can really join F1...wahahahaz...with CK being the commentator to entertain JR...haaz...the way CK commentates really makes us laugh...haaz...luckily (n i guess) the driver dun understand us...haaz...this driver will juz overtake or squeeze thru any opening he sees...and he tails behind every vehicle closely...and he drives fast!soo exciting lor...plus he even answered his handphone with one hand, and the other steering the steering wheel...and overtaking!...haaz...cool driver...heez...we reached 'home' safely...we did our packing...i've got 3 boxes to check in...actually on the 1st day after buying so much things, i already thought it will cross a total of 45kg...dat is why the next few days i always think twice b4 buying things...in the end, the total weight did not even past 25kg! grrr...i should have bought more!bought alot of sweets n goodies...for xmas goodie bags mah...the last morning, i woke up as usual...and woke the guys up after i'm done packing...den we head off for breakfast den to the airport...my cousin in law sent us there...we were there v early cos he gotta pick his boss up from the airport...we walked ard the airport...ate a lil...den waited...haaz...while waiting to go into the plane, there's a big commotion...quarrels with a grandma and the airport staff...scary sia...haaz...thereafter, we're flown back to s'pore...n yup...back!heez...
while back in s'pore, when i reached home, i was soo bz preparing the prezziez for my colleagues...cos the next day is our X'mas party!...stayed up till abt 3am...den sleep...the next day head off to work...when i came back to work, my mind was abit blank...den became panicky...cos was quite blur on where to start working...i even lost touch of typing...haaz...serious!...heez...did my usual work, also giving out prezzies too...den our party starts...fun...really fun...there's lucky draw, n i won the 3rd prize!heez...every yr i bound to win smthg...heez...not bad rite? God Blessed me with many things!...heez...den i stayed back at work for awhile...many went back liao...den took a cab home...rested ahwile den went dinner w my family...is 'dong jie' lor..n my parents' 27th yr wedding anniversary...heez...the nex day(saturday) i head down to vivo's candy empire to get more goodies...this time is for my church youths!...this yr's xmas i really spent alot...abt 4oo$ i guess...den i rushed down to Yishun(took cab - $16!)...cos i got cafe duty...after dat had dinner w the youths at Bishan S11...slacked the the nearby playground...den went home...and pack the goodies into the goody bags...slept late again...den on sunday(xmas eve)...was up quite early...preparing to go for my cousin's ROM at Marriott Hotel...by the Poolside lor...so sweet...nice...here to congratulate Bilson and Joanne to be always happy together till old...heez...went home after the ROM...den rested...den went to meet up ck and the rest...got chalet mah...we bought the food for our steamboat first...we had a great time...they had gift exchange...i didnt participate cos i last min told them i'm coming...so didnt include my name...heez...den on the next day (Christmas!), i went for service...they had a production...really great...thumbs up for all those performing...u guys are great!i njoyed the production...heez...den had lunch with Winnie and family and Leon...den went home for a nap...met up Ck in the evening...we went to Marina Sq for dinner and a movie...Night at the Museum...funny show...but i feel the story line is not good...show ended i think abt 12?canot remember...den ck sent me home...went home n sleep...to prepare for work the next day...haaz...sian lor...
was still sick when i woke up(been sick for the past 4 wks)...haaz...wat's worse is that my right eye got infection...anyway now i'm alot better...after much medication...but at times still feel weak n vomit...but i'm fine...heez...
yesterday(friday) i got mc...really need rest...lucky got rest...if not my eye still v red...now alot better...den in the evening i went for our region's Thanksgiving Party...it's at Lucien's place...wow...last night was...Noisy!!!haaz...i wonder how his parents feel...haaz...but it was fun...the youths are great!heez...many dressed up...i didnt...heez...we had fun n took fotos...anyway...kinda sad abt smthg...smthg dat i feel i'm v left out...sometimes juz wondered am i still not considered a close fren to them...nah...not gona elaborate further...but juz disappointed...k...anyway...will stop here...gotta resume to work...went to Gleneagles for follow up w my gastritis specialist...den came to work...worried sia cos of the few days of holidays...affected my time to do my mth end report...hopefully can clear as much as possible...

take care people...as the yr 2006 is ending in another 1.5days...may u all njoy the last of this yr...and embrace the new yr with hope and happiness!

God Bless n Loves all of u~

~yay! Exams over for the yr!!!~

YAY!!! exams over liaozzzzz.....
but sian...think Jan will start sch liao...sigh...my life revolves around studies, work...so tiring...i really can't wait till i graduate...hopefully in another half a yr's time...been soo long liao...really praying hard i need not retake any module(God has ALWAYS been so faithful...)...this means i gotta work hard n study hard...which i dont really do...sian man...heez...anyway for this time, at least i managed to find abit more time to study...but most of the time is after work...in which i will OT till mayb 7plus...den go to the library to study till 9pm...thereafter, go back to office to study...but usually when i go back to office..more than 50% of the time i will be doing my work...haaz...but not gona claim OT for that lah...haaz...
anyway...for both of my papers on Mon and Fri...kinda difficult lah...esp for Consumer Behaviour...duno how to do(but i left super early for both papers...did not make use of the amt of time given...haaz...but really did tried my best...and i studied as much as i could...hmmm...now, all i can do is to leave it ALL to God...hmmm...yup...and i'm not to worry abt my exams which was just over anymore...hmmm...
yesterday after exams i went to meet up ZD n Teck for movie...Eragon...at first i find it quite boring...but it gets more interesting in the later part...not bad show lah...hmmm...as for today, i will be meeting CK n JR up to discuss wat to bring tmr...we r goin Bangkok mah...n i gona get some prezzies for my cousin...he gona ROM next week...heez...then for tmr, will be as usual, my church schedule...thereafter i guess will go home after lunch to rest n prepare to go to the airport...guess got alot of stuff to bring...mostly not mine...gotta help my mum send over some stuff to my cousin...hmmm...hope will be a fun trip...though all not planned...hahhaaz...sian man...cos Chatuchak Market not gona be opened...its a weekend market...means gotta go elsewhere...hmmmz...
k will stop here...got lots of things to do...

take care
God Bless~

~exam starts tmr~

sian...SIGH...

~feeling stress~

sigh...last night had a bad sleep...not really bad lah...juz dat i kept tossing n turning on my bed, my mind kept thinking, which caused a v bad headache for me...sigh...
what have i been thinking? work lor...really stressed...the main thing bothering me is my coming block leave (this means a long leave of at least 5 working days to be taken - a must! every year)...it's a leave, y is it bothering me? cos, if i go on leave, it will mean someone will have to back me up to do my usual work (which is somehow tedious when it comes to Wednesday - weekly report day!)...sigh...what's tedious abt my weekly reporting is that i will have to accumulate everyday's figures into some small reports, therafter, on Wednesday, will be accumulating the small reports of the previous Wednesday to the day before (tuesday)...not only that, on Wednesday itself, i will have to get some other small reports from other department to complete my main Weekly Report...the problem is i'm the only one who really knows how to do this report, where no others know...it takes quite some time to learn it...and now, some one got to learn it n do it while i'm away, which is happening in a few days' time...n i'm really worried...my colleague in my team will be my back up...she should have learn it from me afew months back...but she's too bz to learn...it was only till afew days ago where she get to learn onli a small part of it...sigh...i really duno how to go on a holiday without getting myself soo worried about the report getting done...sigh...now everyday i'm really cracking my brain on how to make the whole process alot easier for her...i'm halfway through though...and when i'm troubled with work, i canot put my concentration on other things - EXAM...sigh...everytime while i'm trying to study, i will keep thinking on how to make the work easier...which leads me to NO INTEREST to study...sigh...just like now...i should be studying...but my mind just could not put aside my work...i really feel bad to let her back me up...keep thinking that she keep saying that she doesnt understand the whole procedure and why the number is there...oh no...sigh...since last night, i even have the thought of going back to office later to think of easier ways and to take down the steps of doing for her...guess i might head down to office later...sian...Monday is International Business paper...till now i dont really know what i'm studying...sigh...then on Friday will be my Consumer Behaviour paper...which i have yet to touch on till now...sigh...really stress...God, i really need you badly at this point of time in my life...i need guidance to deal with my work and my studies...sigh...
k lah...will stop here...*trying to study*...hopefully...

take gd care~

God Bless~

~still in office~

sigh...am still in office...juz finished some work...tmr still got lots more though...sigh...actually wana study...but time got eaten up by work...so no choice...hmmmm...am i really fated not to study till the day of exam itself? sigh...
now i'm having a super bad headache...v pain plus giddy...it's making me nauseas...duno the nauseasness is cos of the headache or my gastric...juz now even vomited again...stomach uncomfy...sigh...now trying to study abit...guess i'm stress lah...when i'm stress, i vomit...worried abt work...cos i'm going on long leave soon after exams...but my colleague still have yet to learn how to do my reports...how?the steps of my reports are somehow tedious and complicated...really afraid she hasnt had the time to learn lor...really worried...she's bz w other stuff too...i cannot rush her too...God, please help me and her find time so that she can learn how to do those reports on time b4 i go for my leave...
hmmm...exams starting in less than 7 days time...and guess wat? i have yet to start...really trying to study nowwwww...but my headache is obstructing my concentration...sigh...oh no...nauseas...feel like vomiting again...sigh...

k will stop here...gona rest awhile...if headache still v bad den i go home instead of study liao...

take care...God Bless~

~another harassment!!!~

arrrggghhh.....sian man...juz now i received a call from sum1 called Bendy...duno hu sia...pte number somemore...i answered cos i thought it might be sum1 else i know...but is not...
anyway...my mood is already quite bad liao...plus with dat call...i really duno how to explain...wana cry sia...(my mood bad cos alot of stuff crop up at work...many changes....sigh...plus it's month end...sian)...
k...it goes like dis...i answered the call in quite a nice but abit irritated tone...cos no mood mah...den dis person juz kept on talking...duno wat he toking sia...all super broken english...i asked him how he got my number, he told me is from Jack...i said i duno this person...even if i noe...i noe my frens wldnt anyhow giv away my number...he asked me not to care who gave the number...he juz wana make frens with me...i told him i wont entertain him at all...he asked y...den i said if i duno whose the one who gave him my number, i have no obligations to entertain him...den cos i sumhow dun really understand wat he's talking abt...i didnt really listen...but i heard a part where he said the 'f' word...i was so angry and hung up immediately...
sooo angry lor...n i suspect(my colleague suspected too) that is either that idiot guy from the previous post or he gave my number to this person to harass me...wah...my mood totally gone even worse lor...so pissed off...sigh...think my life is really in danger...
really stressed...2dae is a super bad dae for me lor...early morning stomach unwell till now...den whole dae rush some stupid work n no time to do my daily work...den got those stupid missed calls and smses...den alot of changes in some reports by my boss...den the stupid call(if onli i noe it wldnt be my fren)...den mth end report doing tmr and some reports are messed up...i really duno how sia...really being pushed to the dead end...shld be in class now...but really no time to go...n cos i'm angry n really no mood, so i blogged this down...sigh...bad day...sigh...HELP!!!
brothers n sisters in Christ...pls pray for me...i really need the strength...sigh...

k gotta shift my attention to work liao...byee

~oh no...life in danger...being harassed by unknown!!!~

eeekzzz....scary man...there's even danger by being nice!!! sigh...how???
ok...it goes like this...on Saturday, 25th Nov 2006, i received a call while i was doing my Cafe duty at The Edge...he's an Indian lah...den i told him wrong number and hung up...then on Sunday morning, while preparing to go church for class, i received an sms saying he's sorry as he's trying to call the number XXXXX204 instead of mine which is XXXXX205...so as i'm sum1 who's kinda easy going, i replied 'It's ok. No worries :)'...thereafter, he replied and said i'm so kind and understanding lah...*rolls eyes*...i didnt reply him...den he smsed again and ask if he could have my name to know me as a good fren...to me i thought no harm telling my name so i told him...den he goes on introducing himself and asking alot about me...i didnt care lah...den cos i'm bz with my class and duty(teach the kids in church),i didnt noe i've got lotsa missed calls and smses...all from that guy lor...*shivers*..den i got kinda scared...he kept msging y i didnt ans my fone, he wana tok to me...this n dat lah...i was quite pissed off so i replied to him saying i have no obligations to do so...but...i duno if he understands my english or not(i dun understand his super broken english lah...all sentences dun link at all!)...he still kept on msging...i juz ignored after telling him i'm bz...and guess wat? till now he's always msging and called me...juz like dis morning...he msged 'good morning.how are you?'...the thing is not only 1 msg...is 3...as i'm bz...i juz ignored...den juz now while having meeting with my boss,and when i came back to my desk, i saw 8 msges!!! plus a missed call which i ignored as it's from him previously...kaoz...8 msges leh...and is the same msg!!!...i deleted all...canot remember wat is the content as i totally dun understand his sms!!!lousy english lah...but its sumthing like y i didnt ans his call or wat...duno lah...kinda pissed off...harassment man...scary...i juz totally ignored lor...sigh...wonder will my life be in danger sia...haaaa...*thinks too far*...keke...sigh...sian man...thru fone also can kena harassed...grrr...wonder when will it stop...think he's a psycho...*shivers*...hahahahz...

k will stop here...juz now was super bz n stressed...my boss lah...anyhow blame me and insisted it's my responsibility...grrr...den my stomach still unwell...sigh...dying soon...hahaha...joking....bleahz...haaaz....

take care n God Bless~

~still unwell~

sigh...my stomach still feeling v uncomfy...pain...sigh...and really feel like vomiting...trying not to though...if not i will sure cry again...sian...came to work quite early...got some stuff to rush though...n still doing...but too uncomfy liao...so juz slack abit n blog...

k will stop here...

will blog again...

Take Care n God Bless~

~arghh!!~

aaaaarrrrrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

still very pain lor...all i can do is TAHAN!!!...and also distracting myself by doing my assignment...chatting...but...still...feel the pain...sigh...thought of going to see doc later in the morning...but...no time!!! doc usually arrives at 9am...and i needa be in office by ard 8.30am cos it's Wednesday...doing report day...sigh...means gotta tahan the pain for another day...hope i can take it...*prays*...

sigh...this is bad man...my condition really keep going up and down...duno when will i ever recover...sigh...BUT...i believe there's a purpose for me to 'suffer' from all these...i know that God will eventually bless n heal me. Amen!

kk...it's late...muz sleep if not canot reach office early...*argh...work*...but nevertheless...i still love to work more than to study...haaaz....

nitez to all!

take care n God Bless n Love all of u!!!!!

~better...but not much though~

sigh...pain...my tummy area...i duno how to explain the pain...it's where the walls of my stomach is feeling the pain...sometimes when i eat or drink, i can feel the food moving down to my stomach...cos it's painful...but cos of such pains being very usual, i still can take the pain and not be rolling all over the floor...haaz...but i juz hate the pain lor...and i keep feeling nauseas at any time...esp when i feel a lil stress or some stuff keep bugging me...
i juz really feel super bad lah...then such feelings caused me to be soo stressed that it aggravates my condition...sigh...sometimes juz feel like crying...still as usual, i held back my tears and keep my cheery look...sigh...

k gotta work...will stop here...canot eat snake so i've typed as fast as i could...haaz...

take care n God Bless~~~

~sigh...another round of vomitting~

sigh...sick of it...think i shld go ask my doc whether there are any anti-vomitting pills...haaz...
lalalalala...
anyway...tomach feeling uncomfy le...plus i onli ate like 1/5 or mayb 1/4 of my food...mostly the soup n veg...thereafter i vomit liao...sian man...hmmm...


anyway...'depression' mood is back i guess...actually quite a few weeks ago already...but not that serious...but recently past few days i kept feeling sad...usually if i'm alone...like last week...while waiting for my fren, tears juz dropped...same as b4...duno wat thoughts juz whizzed passed my mind...plus since morning, my colleagues said dat i looked super pale...and juz now while crossing the road they said i didnt see the car coming towards...lucky she(the driver) stopped in time...but i thought i saw the car was goin quite slowly so i juz cross the road...*shrugs*...they said my mind was away...maybe...sigh...and every now and den i feel like crying...juz holding back my tears to put up a strong front...sigh...
and i'm constantly seeking God...really need Him alot...if not i guess i'll juz break down...and totally not be able to work(as in do anything) anymore...hmmm...

juz feel bad in some personal stuff...keep on blaming myself...sigh...

~...vomitting spoils my day...~

sigh...guess wat? vomitting starts again...when i thought i'm getting better...it comes back...but i also think it's cos i chose not to take medicine for the past 2 days...now going back to taking medicine...sigh...
actually last nite already dun feel really well...juz dat i didnt tell anybody...juz tahan...den coming to the time b4 i going to sleep, i felt super nauseas...tried to vomit but nothing came out...so quickly went to sleep...didnt sleep well i guess...den comes morning, which was juz now...there's abt a half an hour period where my eyes still cant open but i feel very uncomfortable...i noe when i wake up i will vomit anytime...true enough, when i woke up, when i was brushing my teeth, i vomitted...gastric juices...sigh...bad sign...cos the night b4 already nothing to vomit but yet this morning i vomitted gastric juices...and it's alot...cried as usual...sigh...and cos i'm afraid i might vomit again, i ate only 3 mouths of food for breakfast...feel totally unwell...even now...sigh...
suddenly juz feel like lying on my bed n juz sleep...sleep for very very long...even till my stomach condition gets fine...sigh...even now while i'm typing, i'm tahan-ing the pain...feeling weak...but i guess i wun be taking mc...juz wana work to distract myself...hmmm...guess i have to be good and always take my medicine...if not it will get worse...hmmm...
anyway, exams are around the corner...and i am still unsure what i have learnt so far...blame myself for not listening in class...*worries*...hmmm...
k guess will stop here...gotta work and not remind myself i'm not feeling well...hope the day will be fine...

take gd care peeps...God Bless n Loves u all!

~how do u judge maturity?~

sigh...kinda sad...in fact, am really sad...duno wat to sae...not long ago juz had conversations with afew of my colleagues...it's thos kind of after lunch chat...to relax abit...as usual...those small gossips...women lah...den suddenly attention comes to me...which really hit me alot...n i really dislike them saying abt me...but i will juz pretend to be ok and laugh it off...
they are always bugging on the fact that i'm not mature...which i dun think so...but mayb i am...but not to the extent to what they think...as usual for mi, i like to be kinda lame...talk alot of nonsense...but that's me...i juz wana 'entertain' ppl to prevent them from being stress mah...but cos of all my actions and how i talk, they kept insisting that i'm not mature...guess i tried too hard to de-stress them...they can be lame themselves yet when i'm being lame, they juz think i'm a kid...sigh...n yah it's true i like to say and be proud of myself being the youngest amongst them...but they will say that i'm immature when i keep thinking i'm young...but i am young as compared to them what...sigh...thereafter, they will say a joke of out me...though i juz smiled it off...the feeling is really juz like a knife piercing through my heart...feeling damn hurt...but i cant say anything...they didnt feel how i felt...actually during those times, i really feel like crying...but i juz put up a brave front...and do not wana make a big fuss out of it since i think they juz treat it as a joke...
sigh...sometimes i see even older people acting even more immature but i didnt hear them saying that they are immature...really wonder wat's with them...y r they using me as the target to laugh at?they always tease me in alot of other areas too...hmmm...they r nice people...i like spending time talking to them, eating with them, and working with them...but when it comes to this kind of jokes...i really hate it...sigh...cant say much abt ppl lah...cos i myself also got say ppl at times...hmmm...duno lah...but sometimes i realy wonder how ppl judge others whether they are mature or not...i dare say that for work i do handle them maturely...however there are exceptions that i handle them by my mood...in which i noe it's totally immature...but...human nature wat...sigh...when will i ever be regarded as mature by them? sigh...

anyone got any views on maturity?
or any comments on my maturity? (but i first admit i can be immature at times...only dat i'm unhappy they always think i'm immature)...

will stop here...gotta work...take care...
God Bless~

Facts abt eating fruits

We all think eating fruits means

simply buying fruit, cutting it and

just popping it into our mouths.


You will benefit much more

if you know how and when to eat.


Eat Fresh Fruits







Fruits should be taken

in an empty stomach…

not as dessert after the meal

as is often done.


If you eat fruit like that, it will also serve

a major role to detoxify your system, supplying you with a great deal of energy

for weight loss and other life activities.


Correct Way of Eating Fruits







Let's say you eat two slices of bread

and then a slice of fruit.


As fruit digests faster than bread,

the slice of fruit digests quickly

and is ready to go straight through

the stomach into the intestines,

but its passage is blocked by the bread which takes longer to digest…


Fruit is the Most Important Food







…In the meantime the whole meal ferments and turns to acid.

Consequently, when the fruit comes

into contact with the food

in the stomach and digestive juices,

the entire mass of food begins

to spoil.


So it is better to eat your fruits in an empty stomach or

before your meals !







You have heard people complaining –


every time I eat water-melon I burp,

when I eat durian my stomach bloats up,

when I eat banana

I feel like running to the toilet etc –


actually all this will not arise if you eat

the fruit in an empty stomach.


The fruit mixes with the putrefying other food and produces gas and hence you will bloat !







Graying hair, balding, nervous outburst,

dark circles under the eyes

all these will not happen if

you take fruits in an empty stomach.


It is incorrectly presumed that some fruits

like orange and lemon are acidic and will enhance acidity in the stomach.

Research however shows

that all fruits become alkaline

in our body.








When you need to drink fruit juice –

drink only fresh fruit juice,

NOT from the cans.


Don't drink juice that has been heated up.

Don't eat cooked fruits because

you don't get the nutrients at all.

You only get to taste.


So stop making 'durian porridge'

if you want nutrients.

Cooking fruit destroys all the vitamins.







If you should drink the juice,

drink it mouthful by mouthful slowly,

because you must let it mix

with your saliva before swallowing it.


Eating the pulp or whole fruit

is far better than drinking the juice

as the fibre is good for you.







A 3-day “fruit fast” is

a very simple and effective way

to cleanse and de-toxify your body.


Just eat fruits and drink fruit juice throughout the 3 days and

you will be surprised when your friends

tell you how radiant you look !


During the “fruit fast” you can eat different fruits at different times, although occasionally mixed fruit salad would

also be permissible and more interesting.







If you have mastered

the correct way of eating fruits,

you have the secret of beauty,

longevity, health, energy,

happiness and normal weight.

dancing with god

dancing with god



when i meditated on the word guidance,

i kept seeing "dance" at the end of the word.

i remember reading that doing god's will is a lot like dancing.

when two people try to lead, nothing feels right.

the movement doesn't flow with the music,

and everything is quite uncomfortable and jerky.

when one person realizes that, and lets the other lead,

both bodies begin to flow with the music.

one gives gentle cues, perhaps with a nudge to the back

or by pressing lightly in one direction or another.

it's as if two become one body, moving beautifully.

the dance takes surrender, willingness,

and attentiveness from one person

and gentle guidance and skill from the other.

my eyes drew back to the word guidance.

when i saw "g: i thought of god, followed by "u" and "i".

"god, "u" and "i" dance."

god, you, and i dance.

as i lowered my head, i became willing to trust

that i would get guidance about my life.

once again, i became willing to let god lead.

my prayer for you today is that god's blessings

and mercies be upon you on this day and everyday.

may you abide in god as god abides in you.

dance together with god, trusting god to lead

and to guide you through each season of your life.

this prayer is powerful and there is nothing attached.

if god has done anything for you in your life,

please share this message with someone else,

for prayer is one of the best gifts we can receive.

there is no cost but lots of rewards;

so let's continue to pray for one another.

and i hope you dance.





...let us not walk off the path (again) - be always assured and hopeful as the big one up there is watching over us and everything will be alright - great or small.

~some sudden thoughts to share~

hey all...duno y...juz suddenly feel like sharing...

juz the sudden urge to really praise God here...in my blog...for all to see...whether you r a believer or not...i really would like to tell you that YOU are God's creation...and He loves you no matter what...

for all Christians here...juz a reminder to you all that u r not alone...cos God is with u...all along...always...thu eternity...there are some of you who are seeking Him with enthusiasm...there are some who are stagnant...there are some who really feel like giving up as you are sick and tired of many things you are going thu...but pls don't(for the 2nd and 3rd grp)...cos pls always remember that God loves you alot...His agape love for you is always there...don't give up on God...as He never give up on you(BUT...Do Not forsake Him)...so please...hang in there...seek in him...
in 1 Chronicles 28:9 "And you, my son Solomon, acknowledge the God of your father, and serve him with wholehearted devotion and with a willing mind, for the LORD searches every heart and understands every motive behind the thoughts. If you seek him, he will be found by you; but if you forsake him, he will reject you forever.also, in Matthew 7:8 "For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened."so all fellow Brothers and Sisters in Christ...never give up on God...keep on praying...Pray Until Something Happens (PUSH)...i believe God will always be there to shower you with blessings and miracles...never give up...God Loves You!

as for all non-Christians out there...don't worry...am not here to Force you to believe in Him...but at least i have my part to do...which is to sow the seeds in you to let you know that God loves you too! i wana do my part which God has sent me to share about Him to all of you!...after which from here...it is YOUR choice whether you wana believe in Him or not...but i dare strongly and firmly assure you that if you truly believe in God, truly love Him, and always have faith in Him...your life will be totally different...you will be a changed person...really...to let all of you know, my life is changed totally by God...God has actually planned how is my life going to be like even before i was born..though at the start, right at the beginning, my life doesn't seem as good...however, it ends up to be a blessing in disguise...God blessed me with a family who took good care of me and even spoil me alot...since young till now, my family have a maid to settle those household chores whereby i do not need to do anything...if God hadnt planned it this way, my life would be really different now...never know how it will be like...but i really thank God for all...since young, He placed me in schools where i'm exposed to the Gospel, and from there i believe in Him...however, for certain reasons, i was unable to convert till about 3yrs ago where i can make my own decision, i chose to truly accept Chirst, my life was even changed, for the better...from then on, i'm really into God...having a personal relationship with God is really good...i can talk to Him whenever i need someone to talk to...and He never fails to answer me(but there are many times in which He answers but either i refuse to listen or for other reasons) and bless me...Thank You Lord...but 1 thing to remind you...do not think that your life will ALWAYS be good if you accept Christ...there are many things we have to go thru too...life is not so easy...BUT with God in us...He will see us thru...sometimes i really cant imagine what would my life be like without God...
hey...u people...let me remind you...NOTHING is too difficult for God...He is the 1 hu created EVERYTHING...He knows each and every detail of the world better than any of us...He thus sure can overcome Anything! Agree? i agree to this anyway...so people out there, esp those who feel that they are sure unable to accept Christ due to certain reasons, pls do remember that NOTHING is IMPOSSIBLE for God...believe in Him...believe in the miracles He can do for you...it will sure be a breakthrough for you...i've seen such circumstances b4...so i truly believe...do believe too...juz be more open and allow urself to hear more abt God...allow Him to let you experience His presence...all in all, the ultimate choice is still yours...

anyway...i really juz cant stop thanking God for everything He has done for me...and cos of this...i will continue to always love God, serve Him, Worship/Praise Him, and always seek Him no matter what...muz always have a close personal relationship with God...yup...I Love God...heez...

k...will stop here...these are just my sudden thoughts which i feel that God is using me to share all these to all of you people out there...so yup...i'm happy to do this...hope you people are more open after reading this...

take gd care...n remember, God Loves ALL of YOU!

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Teaching Your Daughter Modesty and Responsible Consumerism

Teaching Your Daughter Modesty and Responsible Consumerism
Shannon Ethridge
Author

I also want women to dress modestly, with decency and propriety, not with braided hair or gold or pearls or expensive clothes, but with good deeds, appropriate for women who profess to worship God.
~ 1 Timothy 2: 9-10

The "guards" were heavily armed and ready to protect the bank from any "bad guys" that might wander in. Matthew (four years old at the time) stood on one side of the entrance to the bank lobby with a toy bow and arrow in ready position. On the other side of the door stood his friend Cameron, also four, with an impressive plastic sword drawn from its sheath. As I stood in line at the teller window, I noticed that all the bank patrons, relieved that they were in such capable hands, were looking on appreciatively at these self-appointed guards.
Then she walked in, a long-legged young woman in high heels, a formfitting miniskirt, and spaghetti-strap top. The young guards glanced at each other with eyes wide. The rest of the onlookers turned their heads back and forth between the little boys and the young woman as if watching a tennis match, eyeballing the woman, then the boys, then the woman again. As this scantily-clad bombshell strutted across the bank lobby, made an ATM transaction, and then strutted back out through the armed doors, I sensed that everyone in the lobby was holding their breath and wondering, What could those boys be thinking right now?

As soon as the door closed and the woman was out of earshot, Cameron satisfied everyone's curiosity as he leaned over to Matthew and loudly exclaimed, "The Bible warns about women like that!"

Of course, the entire bank erupted in laughter! The incident happened years ago, but it's no laughing matter that today we often see young women dressed more like stereotypical hookers than modest young women.

Here are two of the most valuable principles we can teach our daughters when it comes to how they dress:
You teach people how to treat you.
and
Whatever bait you use determines the type of fish you'll catch.
If a young woman dresses seductively, guys are likely going to treat her as if she wants to be seduced. She's going to get attention from lustful guys, not godly ones who want to guard themselves against sexual compromise. If we want our girls to be treated with the dignity and respect they deserve, we'll teach them to dress modestly. If we want to protect them from boys who are more interested in their bodies than in their minds, hearts, or spirits, we'll teach them to shop for clothes that present a passion for purity rather than a plea for attention.

I want to challenge you, the parent, to consider what you can do to help your daughter become a smart shopper who values modesty and responsible stewardship.

Who's in Charge?

On occasion when I speak to parents about encouraging our daughters to dress modestly, some will retort with statements like these:

• Wearing the latest fashions doesn't make my daughter less sexually pure. If we look at sexual purity in strictly a physical sense, then granted, a girl is no less a virgin if she wears immodest clothes. But as followers of Christ we are to pursue not just physical purity, but mental, emotional, and spiritual purity as well. Do you want your daughter dressing in such a way that boys flirt wit her and try desperately to get her attention? Do you want older guys noticing her? I believe that when parents let their twelve-year-old dress like she's twenty, they are not protecting her from vulnerability to unhealthy, premature relationships.

• I don't want to spend my hard-earned money on clothes that are going to just hang in the closet. If this is our mind-set as parents, we need to reconsider what we value most. Will we sell out our daughter's sense of modesty and her reputation so that she'll get more mileage out of what's hanging in her closet? While inappropriate clothes may get worn more often by an attention-seeking preteen, eventually a parent's hard-earned-money may have to go toward professional counseling to get her out of the relational messes she'll find herself in if she continues to dress provocatively.

• I can't control what clothes she wears. Funny how some parents say this about their preteen daughters, yet in truth, these same parents facilitate their daughters' bad choices by driving them to certain stores, whipping out the credit card to buy the clothes, and standing at the door when their daughters leave for school in the morning, wearing those clothes. Regardless of how powerless we may feel, we do have control over our daughters' wardrobe as long as they're living under our roofs. We simply have to be secure enough in our role as parents to exercise that control.

If you feel that your preteen daughter is calling the shots when it comes to what she wears, you may need to seek counsel for how to regain the parental control you've abdicated to her. Remember, the battles will only get more significant, and if she's accustomed to getting her way, you will certainly travel some bumpy roads ahead.

• But my daughter wants to wear what all of her friends are wearing. One of the most significant ways we can help our daughters is to teach them to lead rather than follow, especially when it comes to fashions. Think about it. If your daughter looks to others to determine what she should wear, she will be more likely to look to others to tell her what to do in other areas of her life. She will be more likely to follow the crowd into sexual compromise. Teach her to blaze her own trail through life -- one that will steer clear of the many pitfalls to sexual compromise.

• She doesn't even have breasts and hips yet, so I don't think she's turning any guys' heads by what she wears. News flash: your daughter may not have a rounded figure just yet, but guess what? That's only temporary. Better to prepare her for modesty in the near future by expecting it today, during her tweener years. In addition to teaching a sense of modesty we can also teach our daughters to value practicality and quality, as well as how to be responsible stewards of resources.

Taking Charge of Your Investments

It alarmed me when my daughter developed a hearty appetite for shopping when she was only eight years old. Anytime we went into a store, Erin felt she had to pick something out for herself, regardless of whether she needed anything or not. If I told her I didn't have the money for the purchase, she'd sometimes say, "But Mom, you can charge it on your credit card!" She had no concept that at the end of the month her father and I would have to pay the entire bill or we would start accruing interest on those purchases. Greg and I knew we were heading for trouble and that we needed to teach our daughter how to spend money wisely.

So when Erin turned nine, we started an annual tradition for back-to-school clothes shopping trips. We buy the basic updates she needs (new socks, underwear, and bigger shoes if necessary), but she has to make nonessential new clothes purchases from the cash we give her for those shopping excursions. We determine the amount of money she gets each year by multiplying her age times ten dollars, so when Erin was nine, she received ninety dollars. She could spend that money however she wanted, as long as her choices were modest. She could either buy one pair of jeans for forty-five dollars and one sweater for forty-five dollars from an upscale store and be done with her shopping trip, or she could shop in stores where clearance sales and bargain racks abound. Fortunately Erin proved to be no dummy when it came to math. She figured out quickly that she could get lots more bang for her buck by steering clear of brand names and posh department stores. That year she purchased two pairs of jeans, a dress with a jacket that could be worn with other things, two casual shirts, a sweater, and a pair of capri overalls with her ninety dollars. She was proud of her new clothes and her shopping savvy.

A pastor and his wife recently told me how they teach their children to appreciate the limited value of a dollar. As soon as their children are old enough to have a checking account, the parents begin depositing a set dollar amount each month. The kids are expected to tithe 10 percent off the top, and anytime they need something, it comes out of their own account. When they walk into Wal-Mart, they each grab a cart and go their separate ways. Mom purchases the family groceries and household items, but personal items such as makeup, toothpaste, hair-styling products, clothes, and school supplies come out of the child's own checking account. While Greg and I have not implemented this plan with our children yet, we do plan on asking the bank about the minimum age requirement on a checking account! What a great way to teach kids valuable skills, such as comparison shopping, budgeting, and accounting.

Make sure your daughter understands that money doesn't grow on trees. Teach her to discern her wants from her needs. As parents, we always want to provide for our kids' genuine needs, but when it comes to their wants, we must teach them moderation.

The Power of Responsible Consumerism

We also need to teach our girls responsible stewardship and consumerism. The money we have to spend doesn't really belong to us, but to God. He owns everything. Therefore tithing isn't a matter of how much of our money we are going to give to God, but how much of God's money we area going to keep for ourselves. I believe God blesses us financially so we can be a blessing to others. Tithing and charitable giving should not be options but regular acts of worship. The more money we spend on ourselves and our selfish desires (things we don't really need), the less we have to help those who truly are in need.

Because all of our money belongs to God and He entrusts it to us, I feel we have a responsibility to channel our resources in directions that honor Him. One day I had an incredible opportunity to teach my daughter this concept. We were shopping, and Erin found a T-shirt that she liked. It wasn't overpriced and was relatively modest, but I suggested we continue looking to see what else we could find. As we made our way toward the back of the store, we saw young girls looking through racks of shirts and bins of miscellaneous items, so we thought we might find some cool stuff there. Upon closer examination, I discovered that many of the shirts broadcast sexually graphic messages and the bins were filled with gag gifts such as "boob pasta" and "gummy penises." I wondered where the parents of these girls were, and if they knew their kids were rummaging through such things.

Trying to keep my cool, I walked back toward the front of the store, and Erin followed right behind. I asked her, "How much do you like this shirt you are wanting to buy?"

She replied, "Mom, I don't want the shirt that badly. I can find something better at a store we can feel good about. Come on, put the shirt back, and let's go." I breathed a prayer of gratitude that she and I were on the same page.

Unfortunately, many people don't make the connection between how we spend our money and the explosion of irresponsible sexual messages in retail stores. For example, many kids (and parents) know how offensive Abercrombie & Fitch catalogs and graphic window displays are, yet they are still regular patrons of the store. They say it's okay because they don't buy the really seductive clothing. However, they are fueling a business that is contributing to the moral decay in our country. If Christian consumers don't send the message loud and clear that they want clothes and companies that support their values, no one else will.

For years Calvin Klein has targeted young adults and teens with sexually provocative black-and-white advertisements. The company manufactures clothes, yet their models rarely have any on. They blatantly use sex to sell their products. I coach consumers of all ages, "I don't care how great their clothes look on you or how good their cologne smells, don't pour your dollars into Calvin Klein's pocket so he and his company can continue putting borderline-pornographic advertisements in kids' faces."

Again, we teach people how to treat us, and retailers are no different. If we reward them with our business, they are going to assume we like being bombarded with sexually inappropriate advertisements. We can turn the tide by channeling our dollars away from rather than into companies that use sex to sell their products.

Lessons That Last a Lifetime

As a parent, you may feel it's not worth the fight to try to control where your daughter shops, what clothes she buys, and what she leaves the house wearing. It seems so much easier just to give her the freedom to make her own choices and hope for the best.

The same could be said for many other parts of her life. It would be easier just to leave her alone and let her do her own thing rather than getting her out of bed, taking her back and forth to school every day, helping her with her homework, and attending teacher conferences. Why do you make education a priority? Not just because it's the law, but also because you want the very best for her and you know a good education will take her where she dreams of going in life. It may seem easier to let your daughter do whatever she wants on Sunday rather than dragging her to Sunday school and church every weekend. Why do you make church activities a priority? Because you want her to develop a strong spiritual life and enjoy an intimate walk with the Lord.

Are values of modesty and responsible stewardship any less desirable? Of course not. Since you are reading this book, I know you want to develop the strongest character possible in your daughter. You want her to have a sense of pride in how she presents herself to others, to enjoy the respect of peers and adults, and to attract like-minded friends and a healthy, future romantic relationship.

Every struggle you may experience along the way toward instilling these values is worth the fight. Every ounce of energy you pour into encouraging these concepts is a worthy investment. These lessons on modesty and responsible stewardship will guide your daughter not just through puberty and her upcoming teenage years but also throughout her lifetime.
From Preparing Your Daughter for Every Woman's Battle. Copyright © 2005 by Shannon Ethridge. Used by permission of WaterBrook Press, Colorado Springs, CO. All rights reserved.

~my weekend~

YAWNZZZZzzz....tired sia...but...yup...i love my weekend...including Friday...heez...kk...will start with Friday first...

juz another day...go to work...do my work...and i left for lunch on the dot...cos went to meet up with Serena for lunch at United Square...we had Subway...YUMMY...love it manz...only Subway Melt...wahahahaha...always Hearty Italian bread, all ingredients except green chilli and onions...Honey Mustard sauce...heeez...YUM YUM...k after lunch, we walked abit...den Serena gotta go back to work liao...she has to reach office by 1pm...very strict office rules...so i continued to walk and find cards for Kelly n Terry...took me very long lor...plus nowadays cards are even more ex than some prezzies...sianz man...after i got 2 cards, i went to get a book from MPH for Terry as a prez...hope he likes it...i'm not really gd at choosing books...haaz...he's kinda biz-minded person...so get a book abt leadership by Welch...hmmm...after all these 'shopping', i didnt realise i've spent alot of time liao...and is abt 1.45pm liao...i quickly left to the mrt to go back to office...on the way to mrt, i saw a lady trying to 'carry' the pram with her kid in the pram down the stairs...step by step...and guess wat?many ppl juz walk past and look and walk away...nobody offered to help!inconsiderate man...so i quickened my steps and offered my help...luckily at that time another man saw and helped...she was grateful...i was happy...cos i've helped sum1 in need...*smilez*...anyway...i reached office at 2pm...felt bad though...but that day nothing much to do sia...finished my stuff...den helped tracy abit with the invoices...den prepared to go for the Bull Run...heez...anyway...it rained super heavily...however, God blessed the weather...and it stopped b4 the time we should start running...so the run resumed...heez...at first i was quite resistant to run liao...cos of the rain...plus my aching ankle...but i juz ran anyways...along the way my ankle really hurts afew times...but i juz tahan...even my left start to pain...but i carried on with my pace...managed to complete it in 24min (what i saw from the time board)...however, i think the timing abt 20mins ba cos the start was like so many ppl in front n delayed quite long b4 we start running...so yup...abt there lah...glad that i maintained my timing despite both ankles aching...haaz...satisfied lor...thereafter, i rushed home and bathed and rushed to Kelly n Terry's bdae party...thanks Leon for the rides...sorry for the trouble...haaz...he even sent me home after i left Terry's place...anyway...Terry surprised Kelly with flowers...happy to see them happy...think they shld quickly get married...haaz...but they still studying sia...abit difficult...hmmm...but am happy for Kelly...really wish u happiness with Terry...heez...so this is my Friday...fruitful...

on saturday was kinda tiring...but fun lah...cos i went JB...a so-called virgin trip out of sS'pore with frens and no family members...wahahaha...fun...altho i onli noe 1 person in the group...Zhi Hao...from my uni classmate...he gona grad liao lor...*envy*...haaz...i went in with ZH first...we met at woodlands den take 950 in...i feel quite swa ku though...cos i dun always cross custom 1...wahahhaa...anyway...i really thank God for 1 thing when i reached m'sia...we were walking past the mobil station to a building after the custom...and when we stepped into the building...there was a HUGE downpour behind us lor...so loud too...i was totally shocked...cos was so unexpected...ppl behind us kena the rain lor...haa...anyway we still got caught in the rain when we took a cab to Holiday Inn Plaza(think is called that)...anyway we went City Square first...had my lunch at Coffee Bean...den we walked abit...den go Holiday Inn Plaza...guess wat?when i was there, in awhile, i spent all my money n even go into debt...wahahaha...cos i purchased a pair of specs there...cheap leh...as compared to s'pore...haaz...and can get in an hrs time...good...i bought a pair of heels too...anyway ZH's frens joined us abt 2hrs after we reached m'sia...we walked and shopped...they are a bunch of nice ppl...funny too...haaa...at first was quite worried i cannot click with them...in the end bcame frens w them...heez...oh yah...dinner i wasnt able to pay too...cos broke...poor ZH...gotta pay for me first...hope he doesnt charge me interest...wahahaha...sigh...really broke still in huge debt...sian man...but going to m'sia is fun...next time should jio frens go liao...provided muz be familiar with the place...haaa...oh yah...now there's a new system to go past custom liao...use thumbprint...smthg which i dun like actually...but boh bian...if not i'm stuck in m'sia...haaa...thereafter we go on our ways...ZH n me took bus back to woodlands...den he went back n Leon came n fetch me home...thanks once again...n yup...that's how my saturday is spent...heez...

as for today...another packed day too...early morning went for class...oh yah Leon came n fetch me there too...paiseh ar...always trouble u...den after class was service...den had lunch with Winnie(my gan jie)...n family...really love her kids alot...heez...den Leon came to join us...funny him...duno how to come Singapore Post...haa...now a new place he's learnt today...haaz...after lunch Leon sent me home...i fell asleep man...totally tired...i even nearly gave up going for rollerblading lessons...but Leon came liao...so boh bian...i dragged my feet down...sleepily...and he fetched me there...when we reached, there's a little little bit of drizzle...actually is afew drops lah...they were contemplating whether to cancel the lesson or not...but in the end...God blessed the weather...it became good...den we continued with our lesson...halfway thru, we went for urban blading...ok lah...not very exciting though...haaz...but alot of ppl were hurt while going down the slope...hope they r ok now...after blading...i went home...had dinner...n in front of my laptop till now...wahahhaa...lazy me...tmr got test still nv even study at all...best liao lor...duno y i'm juz so lazy...wahahahz......

k lahz...will stop here...these are my updates for the weekend...hope it doesnt bore u...haaz...


take good care

God Bless all of u!!!~~~

~stress~

SIGH!!!

so sad sia...soo stress lor...last nite my idiot boss...fyi, is not my supervisor hor...he nagged n nagged ask me to change some reports...OT-ed to do...den today completed it...however, when i showed him again juz now...he wanted other changes again!!! i 'hao bu rong yi' do those changes which took me hrs...yet he wants me change again...means the WHOLE thing muz change lor...sigh...i was so angry and pek chek...plus totally no strength to argue with him much...so naggy machiam woman like dat...kaoz...cannot tahan...very sissy leh...den cos of these changes, i feel super duper stress...stress till i duno wat to do...den find lotsa food to eat...twisties, cheezels, and double decker...my whole dustbin full of those food packaging...thereafter i went on to do other stuff where i have to leave my table...when i'm back, my supervisor n team mate stared at me...they were actually shocked to see so many chips packaging in my dustbin n thought what had happened to me...anyway...really glad to have them around...they tried to help me and cheered me up...made me laugh...but just now still cannot tahan n i went to vomit...sigh...but really wana thank my team mate and supervisor for being so 'cool'...haaa...my supervisor keep askin me to keep my 'cool'...i'm trying though...hmmm...and they always makes me laugh...fun...love them...heez...n they are Christians too...nice ppl...except for some(or one)...wun mention hu...haaz...hmm...anyway am de-stressed already...but will still think of how am i gona do the changes...not gona OT today...muz relax...tmr den settle...oh yah...tmr got Bull Run!!!...heez...3.2km...ankle pain still run...hahaa...but i'm insisting on running...hee...k...byeeee


take care

God Bless

JUST FOR LAUGHS!!!

CAR
Beng and Seng excited and locked the car in a hurry, forgetting
to remove the key which was in the ignition. Realizing the mistake, Beng asked, 'Why don't we get a coat hanger to open it.'
No, that won't work' answered Seng. 'People will think we're trying to break in.'
Then Beng suggested, 'What if we use a pocket knife to cut around the rubber, then stick a finger in and pull up the lock?'
No,' said Seng. 'People will think we're too dumb not to use a
coat hanger.'
The kan cheong Beng shouted, 'we'd better think of something fast.
It's starting to rain and the sunroof is open!'

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PIZZA
Ah Beng ordered a pizza and the waitress asked if she should cut
it in six or twelve pieces. Six, please. I could never eat twelve pieces.

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DEAD BIRD

"Oh, look at the dead bird."
Ah Beng looked skyward and said "Where, Where got?"

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NOT MY BROTHER!

A pregnant woman gets into a car accident and falls into a deep coma.

Asleep for nearly six months, she wakes up and sees that she is
no longer pregnant. Frantically, she asks the doctor about her baby.
The doctor replies, "Ma'am, you had twins! A boy and a girl. The babies are fine. Your brother came in and named them."
The woman thinks to herself, "Oh no, not my brother, he's an
idiot!"
Expecting the worst, she asks the doctor, "Well, what's the
girl's name?"
"Denise," the doctor says.

The new mother thinks, "Wow, that's not a bad name!

Guess I was wrong about my brother. I like Denise!" Then she asks
the doctor, "What's the boy's name?"

The doctor replies, DeNephew.

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ITALIAN


To impress his date, the young man took her to a very chic
Italian restaurant. After sipping some fine wine, he picked up
the menu and ordered.

"We'll have the Giuseppe Spomdalucci," he said.

"Sorry, sir," said the waiter. "That's the owner."

~Muttons in the Morning~

hey hey~

wonder if u people listen to the FM in the morning...98.7fm...the BEST!...heez...nearly every weekday morning, i will turn on the fm w my hp and listen to the morning program called Muttons in the Morning...hosted by 2 funny DJs...they are practically very LAME...stupid jokes and actions...cannot tahan them at times...but...they are fun...and super nice!...

guess wat? on wed morning, i am selected by their computer to be sent to work today! y? cos i smsed them and gave them a reason why i need a ride to work...my reason was cos i have a sprained ankle...kekez...and so...yah...i managed to get my free ride to work...Vernon A came to fetch me...supposed to be at 8.30am...but...he's late...due to the slow traffic...but nevermind anyways...along the way to work, we talked, and went on air to update Justin Ang (Vernon's co-partner) about our journey...yup...it was real fun...his car is kinda cool...i mean some devices...paiseh i abit swa ku lah...haaa...hmmm...anyway, i was given of a Today paper, and not only that, when we reached Toa Payoh, he bought me Macs for breakfast...heez...thereafter dropped me off at HDB Hub (where i work)...the whole journey was fun and funny...plus when going on air...now i sorta understand how the host their 'show' on air liaoz...heez...lame people...nah...should be lame MUTTONS...heez...

anyways...i really enjoyed the ride alot...heez...God blessed me with it...not only free ride with free breakfast (from Vernon's own pocket money and not sponsored by Media Corp!)...i'm blessed with a good day to start off with...heez...yup...

kk will stop here, and last but not least, i'm gona intro all of you to strongly tune in to 98.7fm...esp the morning session from 6am to 10am...Muttons in the Morning!!!kekezz...

take care n God Bless~

*pics below of me n Vernon...*smilez*

Life is a Gift...Good to share !!!

For sharing ....
There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind.
She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He's always there for her.
She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything, including her boyfriend.
Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying.
"Just take care of my eyes dear."
This is how human brain changes when the status changed.
Only few remember what life was before, and who's always been there even in the most painful situations.

Life Is A Gift
Today before you think of saying an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.

Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who went too early to heaven.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face.

Life is a gift.

~sick~

sigh...down with flu...hopefully wun lead to throat pain and cough and fever...sigh...right ankle still pain...but not as bad as past few days...mayb cos of the painkillers ba...however, when my right ankle is healing, suddenly my left knee cap hurts...sigh...i'm getting old...oh no!...haaz...

k no mood to type liao...

take care n God Bless!

~my poor foot~

hellooooo people...

here i am...typing nonsense again...heez...k...will update abt my past few days...or maybe the week...heez...actually nothing much happened except that cos no driving lessons for the week (all fully booked), i OT-ed instead...plus the OTs are really needed lah...cos month end work...really bz...so it's actually good that i do not have driving lessons...plus my supervisor thinks i'm getting more hardworking...hmmm...anyway...i'm already hardworking liao...am i?(or am i not?)haaaz...anyway...other than having classes after work, the days without class will be OT days for this week...worked till 10plus 11plus...n is non stop...nv leave office cos da bao back...(my 2nd home sia)...and really stress during the period...cos really got lotsa reports to do...sigh...weekly and monthly report dues on the same day...super stress lorz...but luckily i managed to complete it...keke...

den on friday, was not a bad dae...reports are nearly done...so can slack abit...had lunch with my team and a couple other colleagues...my supervisor drove us to Whampoa hawker there...the guys were so excited to eat there lor...the lunch was nice though...thereafter went back to work...and cos on that day i got test too...kinda worried cos i totally did not study at all...as usual lah...i'm like dat...haaz...but i did tried my best to skim thru those mcq qns...haaz...den during test at nite i juz smoke my way thru by anyhow choosing answers lor...hahahaz...test starts at 9pm...actually finished it at abt 915...haaz...but waited till got ppl leave den i hand up...which is ard 930...haaz...b4 leaving, i got my new timetable for nex yr...sian man...my intensive lesson falls on my bdae...sadz...very rare my bdae hits a saturdae n guess wat?got class...sian...my 3yrs of studies in UC all kena lessons on my bdae sia...sadz...really sad...but nvm lah...dun even noe will celebrate anot...hahahhaaz...plus the lesson is fri,sat(my bdae), and sun lor...grrr...means the nex dae(sun) cannot go church...sadz...so suay sia...nvm...wait till nex r comes den i complain again...wahahahaz...

as for saturday, as i was so eager to train for my Bull Run this coming Friday...(always too bz to train -- 3.2km), i 'forced' my gan didi, Mr Teck Hiang, to join me for running(jogging)...i went over to his place nearby park to run...each round is approx. 400m...jogged 8 rounds and walked 2 rounds...guess i over-exert myself and run too much at a go that my right ankle hurts abit...bu it always happens always after a run...sigh...but i ignored it...den went for Amore class...went for Hi/Lo class...first time...not bad...but cos jump too much and stuff, my foot hurts even more...keep stopping halfway...sigh...Hi/Lo was from 1130 to 1230...Hip Hop starts at 1pm...so went for a small walk at East Point...but b4 i could decide going for my Hip Hop lesson...my foot hurts till the feeling is like hell when i walk...in the end did not go for my Hip Hop lesson...went for foot massage though..but didnt help abit at all...den i went home limping...i tried the electirc foot massage at home but it did not help too...sigh...fell asleep while the massage goes on...haaz...thereafter i woke up to prepare to go for 2 of my frens bdae parties...one at Veerasamy Rd (Yi Xin's 21st Bdae) and another at Upp Serangoon Rio Vista Condo (Joshua's 21st bdae)...went to Yi Xin's place first(took a cab cos canot walk) and stayed for abt 2hrs...den my fren came and fetch me to Josh's place...stayed longer over there...we even played 'zhong ji mi ma'...yucks man...i was so damn lucky i never kena the right number...if not i will have to eat or drink down those disgusting stuff they mixed...got Boh Boh Cha Cha, Mee siam, Peanuts, Curry, Fried Rice, Veggies, and many more...yucks! guess pics will be uploaded in my photobucket soon if i'm free...haaz...but i really take my hats off those ppl who have to swallow down those disgusting food...daring...thumbs up...haaa...we played till 10plus...(security gaurd chasing us away)...his SIM frens left...den we ex-yjcians gather above the function room (open space) and chit chat...till forget what time...went off earlier but still reached home at 2plus am...haaz...actually dun really noe the time cos i fell asleep in the car...tiring day indeed...anyway...i'm always limping all the way lah...sian...very lame lor...haaaz.....

den as for 2dae, there should be rollerblading lessons, but i guess it's really God's grace lah...He knows i'm still super in pain...that is why the lesson was postponed to next week...i mean actually i was still determined to rollerblade despite my foot condition...still very very pain when i walk...i brought my blades along with me...but at abt 3pm i received a call from Felix (one of the instructors) that it's postponed...Praise God!...heez...it's really God lah...cannot deny...cos actually i guess in the end west coast park there did not rain...haaz...I Love You God! heez...just hope and pray that my foot will be healed soon...so can go for my Bull Run...haaz...anyway, i went Vivo City today...super alot of ppl lor...find parking lots also difficult...went with Leon btw...he'e actually supposed to send me to West Coast Park, but we went Vivo first since there's still time...was looking for ankle guard...and a prezzie for my fren's bdae...alot of ppl's bdae sia...n i'm really broke...sigh...and since i got a call that lesson cancelled, we went Marina Square after that...there's stock for the prez at Marina and not at Vivo mah...so went there instead...exciting journey on the way there though...haaz...anyway...got my ankle guard at Marina Square too...after some walking (and still pains from my foot), Leon sent me home after that, and thereafter i went dinner with my family...and now i'm at home slacking...thought got test tmr...but found out is the following Monday instead..yay...haaz...cos i didnt study...as usual...keke...
oh yah...forgot to update on this morning...i got CW duty...3-6yrs old again...i bought cheese balls for them...snacks lah...kids' fav...haaa...anyway...during duty, there were lotsa kids lor...and anyway...some as cute as ever...and as notty as ever lah...haaz...we did alot of crafts...fun...juz love this duty...hee...just love serving God in these ministries..heez...and also...just Love my church frens around me...heez...i thank God for all these ppl in my life...heez...i'm just so blessed...heez...

anyway...will stop here...above are my updates for the week...yup...hope u njoyed reading...haaz...

take gd care...and remember...God Loves ALL of YOU!!!
God Bless!!!

Racism...

A black dude walks into a cafe early one morning and notices
he's the only black one there. As he sat down he noticed a white
man sitting behind him, the white man said "coloured people aren't
allowed in here. " the black man replied "when i was born i was
black, when I'm sick I'm black, when i go in the sun i'm black,
when I'm cold I'm black, when I die i'll be black, but you
sir... when you were born you were pink, when you are sick you are
green, when you stay in the sun you are red, when you are cold you turn
blue, and when you die you turn purple! and yet you have the
nerve to call me colored!"

If you are against racism pass this on.

~Congratulations to Stanley and Brenda - 29102006~

hey peeps!

i'm here to congratulate Stanley ( my ex supervisor) and Brenda (his beautiful wife) on their BIG DAY on 29th October 2006! Finally he's made the move to get married! haaz...have been nagging him non-stop not to let his gf wait back then...heez...n now...yup...they tied the knot! Soooo happyyyyyyy for them...*grinz*...now still waiting for Kenny's turn...he's another of my ex superviosr...the supervisor who interviewed me...hmmm...
Attended the dinner @ GoodWood Park - Windsor ballroom...i think about 36 or 37 tables...anyway, when i arrived, as usual, i commented on him...haaz...i never fail to do that...i said that his white suit is too big...and commented that the shirt he's wearing inside is the shirt he wears to work usually!...haaz...plus...the colour of his white suit matches that of which the waiters were wearing...luckily he wore white pants instead of black ones...if not ppl sure mistook him as one of them...keke...hmmm...the food isn't as nice as i've expected...we even found a worm in one of the dishes!...oh gosh...hmmm...but on the whole everything was ok...as long as the bride n groom are happy...we all will be happy...heez...
Once again, i warmly congratulate Stanley and Brenda. May you both have a blissful marriage...

anyway...have had a hectic weekend again...Sat early morning went to give tuition...really sad and worried...cos my student is really really bad in her math...her exam is tmr...i really wonder how man...kinda raised my voice at her and she cried afew times...but no choice...her heart and mind is not at those questions at all...and time is running out...anyway...i cant do much...it's her call tmr to do well or not...hmmm...after giving tuition, i went for my Amore lessons...really sweat all out...great...thereafter i went Edge...funny speaker...not a bad message...after that, actually should be joinging Leon for rollerblading activity but in the end cos i'm lazy, so didnt go...he didnt attend it in the end as he was late too...i went on to join Serena, Joanne, Joanne, Jinlun, Jocelyn, Darryl, and Joey for dinner at V8...den went to starbucks and played Scotland Yard...i didnt play...cos i'm not someone who likes such games...fell asleep...oh yah...Leon joined in too...forgot wat time we left, after that Leon sent the gals home...as usual, i'm the last to alight...
yesterday, sunday, was also another bz day other than attending the wedding...morning went for service...didnt go for class cos teacher went on a holiday...after service had lunch w serene...and some others...waited for Leon to send serene to her ah gong house...and me to west coast park...after sending serene to her ah gong hse, we went to Jurong East to pick up another serene...my best fren...heez...she wana join me for rollerblading...after that we three went to rollerblade...i teach her abit of spin turn...den cos i've gotta attend my rollerblading lesson, i left her and Leon to blade by themselves...anyway...when blading w them, i was kinda sad...my handphone dropped on the ground...*BAAM* *BAAm* *BAam* *Baam* *baam*...i was speechless...when i saw the scratches on it, i was totally disappointed...felt like crying...but just cant and wouldnt want to...i took alot of effort to take good care of this fone though i always think is lousy...but at least want it in a good condition as it's new and was thinkin of using it for at least 2 yrs...but when i see those scratches(on the left side and some other edges)...i really totally no mood liao...really sad...sigh...anyway, it already happened...i cannot do anything liao...hmm... one more thing...sad too...my earpiece also lost!!!arghhh...my poor hp...sian...now mornings cannot listen to 98.7FM liao...my Muttons in the Morning!!!*sobz*

anyway...will stop here...2dae my day isnt that good as at till now...cos hasnt been feeling well since morning...ate porridge for lunch...in the end it all went down the toilet bowl...not long ago...and till now my stomach still feels uncomfortable and pain...sigh...wat's happenning man...stupid symptoms coming back...izzit getting worse? sigh...anyway...i feel maybe it's also cos my mood isnt very good that causes those nauseasness and vomiting...sigh...


k take care all...gotta work liao...take care
God Bless~

PS: to see the fotos on Stanley's wedding, the link to it is http://s93.photobucket.com/albums/l42/frengal/Stanley%20Wedding%2029102006/

~moody~

sigh...feeling moody...duno y...but it's not the day of the month...just...just feel moody...anyway...nobody can see my moody look...cos have been putting on a cheery front in front of everybody...however, when i'm alone, i will juz feel v sad...keep quiet...and unknown thoughts will juz come into my mind...sigh...shuckz...hope such 'depression' thingy is not coming back...the feeling sux...
anyway...i really duno the cause of my moody-ness...but at times, thoughts of why am i living in this world came about me...thoughts and feelings of why i have to go through such and such a thing in my life...guess this is what God has planned...and i will just have to follow it...but i do admit the feeling sux...totally...big time...sometimes, i really do hope i can be up there, living in eternity with God...living a life without problems and worries...just happily chatting with God and other angels up there...but still...this cannot be so...as i have been created by God to fulfil His purpose for me in life...and i muz fulfil it...
hmmm...anyway...today had my compulsory Auto Car lesson...quite fun lah...used to be 'siao on' abt manual cars...but i guess auto is just as fine...keke...but 1 thing happened that made me even more sad despite my moody-ness...i nearly hit a pedestrian crossing the road...sad...i really didnt see her while turning right...cos i was following cars left of me to turn...and didnt notice my right...sigh...sad...disappointed with myself...luckily she stopped...then i drove past...sigh...y am i so careless?sigh...
after driving on my way home, i was really super moody lor...just buried myself with songs...and slowly walk to the mrt, take train, slowly go to the interchange to take bus, and slowly walk home after alighting...totally moodless...never even watch out for cars while crossing roads...just head down and walk...sigh...
anyway...will try to be more happy and cheerful...tmr gona meet my best fren...going for Jap food! yay! and it happens that we love to eat at the same Jap Restaurant...heez...we have same taste man!keke...time really flies...have known her since pri sch...now we old liao...haaz...but really never ever regretted knowing this fren of mine...love her lots!btw, our dads' birthdays falls on the same day! coincidence right?hee...too bad our dads not best frens...dun even know each other...wahahahaz...yay...gona meet her tmr...cant wait...hmmm...hope work will be fine tmr...pray all goes well so i dun needa do OT...heez...
alright...will stop here...hope my moody-ness go away...past few days have been like that though...plus my health getting abit bad too...getting lotsa gastric pains...plus nauseas feelings lotsa times...sigh...

take care all!
God Bless~

~Credit!!!~

WooHoo!!!~~~ guess wat? i've just checked my results and i got Credit for both m modules!!! unexpected sia...haaz...
2006/UCT3 6354 Managing Human Resources COMPLETED CR 3.000
2006/UCT3 6371 Marketing Management and Planning COMPLETED CR 3.000

hee...see liao also shocked...my expected results was only passes or even failure...haaa...but credit leh...haaz...
see my results till date...over the past 2yrs...

Period Unit Code Unit Name Status Grade Achieved CP
2004/UCT4 20 Microeconomics 1 COMPLETED DI 3.000
2004/UCT4 4977 Introduction to Business Law COMPLETED P 3.000
2005/UCT1 4207 Introduction to Management COMPLETED P 3.000
2005/UCT1 5617 Accounting for Managers COMPLETED P 3.000
2005/UCT2 1610 Law of Business Transactions COMPLETED CR 4.000
2005/UCT2 34 Macroeconomics 1 COMPLETED CR 3.000
2005/UCT3 4818 Organisational Behaviour COMPLETED P 3.000
2005/UCT3 6348 Information Systems in Organisations COMPLETED CR 3.000
2005/UCT4 498 Marketing COMPLETED CR 4.000
2005/UCT4 5123 Business Statistics COMPLETED DI 3.000
2006/UCT1 6372 Marketing Research Methods COMPLETED P 3.000
2006/UCT1 6392 Business Finance COMPLETED P 3.000
2006/UCT2 6349 Entrepreneurship COMPLETED CR 3.000
2006/UCT2 7371 Strategic Management COMPLETED P 3.000
2006/UCT3 6354 Managing Human Resources COMPLETED CR 3.000
2006/UCT3 6371 Marketing Management and Planning COMPLETED CR 3.000
2006/UCT4 6356 Introduction to International Business ENROLLED ** **
2006/UCT4 6390 Consumer Behaviour ENROLLED ** **

total of 18 enrolled...but 16 with results...
2 Distinctions
7 Credits
7 Passes

quite happy i managed to even out my passes and credits...i dowan passes more than credits...want it either the same or more of credits or distinctions (abit impossible)...wahahaha...
anyway really thank Zhi Hao for Managing Human Resources...think without him, i might fail...cos i paired with him for assignment...and during that time i'm really bz with work...he did most of the assignment...really thanks a million to him...and also to thank my group members for Marketing Management and Planning module...great bunch of people...heez...

k will stop here...Happy Hari Raya Puasa...Happy Holidays!!!

take care and God Bless~